11我们得救之后,就开始知道神要我们过一种像基督的生活,属天的生活,得胜的生活,常常讨神喜悦并荣耀神的生活。是的,神的确要我们过这样的生活,但神要把基督作到我们里面,替我们过这种属天的生活,来讨神的喜悦,并荣耀神。然而我们都是注意神的心愿,却忽略了恩典。神的心意是要我们为着神的荣耀,过属天的生活,而恩典是神要把基督作到我们里面,来完成祂的定旨。所以首先我们依赖罗得,就是我们从天然背景中所带出来的,想要用他来完成神的定旨,为神的荣耀过属天的生活。当神不允许我们依赖罗得时,我们就转向以利以谢,指望他能使我们为神的荣耀过属天的生活。但至终神告诉我们:“我不要那个,我不要任何客观的东西,我是要从你这个人里面出来主观的东西。”我们一旦知道神要这个,就开始运用自己的力量,天然的能力,来完成神的定旨。……我们也许没有摩西所赐的律法,但我们却有很多自己制定的律法。我们都是颁赐律法者,为自己制定律法。
11After we were saved, we came to realize that God wants us to live a Christ-like life, a heavenly life, a victorious life, a life that constantly pleases God and glorifies Him. Yes, God does want us to live such a life, but He will work Christ into us to live for us a heavenly life to please Him and glorify Him. However, all of us focus on the intention and neglect the grace. The intention is that we live a heavenly life for the glory of God, and the grace is that God will work Christ into us for the fulfillment of His purpose. So first we rely upon our Lot, that which we brought with us from our natural background, trying to use him to fulfill God’s purpose in living a heavenly life for the glory of God. When God does not allow us to rely upon Lot, then we turn to Eliezer, expecting that he will enable us to live a heavenly life for God’s glory. Eventually, God tells us, “I don’t want that. I don’t want anything objective but something subjective from within your own being.” Once we realize that God wants this, then we begin to exercise our own energy, our natural strength, to fulfill God’s purpose…We may not have the law given by Moses, but we do have many self-made laws. We all are lawgivers and make laws for ourselves.