11我年轻的时候读到创世记头二章,不了解神为甚么不命令亚当拜祂这位创造主。我想神应该告诉亚当:『我是造你的主,你每天早晨、中午、晚上,都要拜我。你一天至少必须拜我七次。你要鞠躬,跪下,俯伏拜我。我要写些颂辞给你,叫你可以练习如何拜我。』这是我的观念。对我来说,神把人放在生命树跟前,甚么也不作,这很笨。还有,我觉得神造了夏娃之后,应该给亚当和夏娃一篇结婚证道,说,『亚当,你要感谢我,给你这样一位可爱的妻子。你要答应我,你会永远的爱她。夏娃,你是作妻子的,我命令你要服从你的丈夫。』神这样要求,照我看是完全合逻辑的。我受了基督教的影响,特别是婚礼仪式的影响,以为神会向这第一对新人讲一篇道。然而,神没有给他们讲这样的道。祂似乎只是告诉他们:『要留意你的吃,你一定要吃得正确。我不在意你爱不爱妻子,或者服从不服从丈夫。我也不太在意敬拜。我只关心你的吃。如果你吃错了,你就错了。如果你吃了错的树,你必定死。亚当,你必须知道不是你作甚么的问题,乃是你是甚么的问题。你吃甚么就是甚么。如果你吃死亡,你就变成死亡。如果你吃生命,你就变成生命。问题不在所作,乃在所是。要留意你的吃。』我早年当基督徒的时候,对这感到困惑。实在说,在那段期间我不喜欢创世记二章。我喜欢描写神创造工作的第一章,我觉得第二章不过是像小孩子看的卡通。
11When I was young and read the first two chapters of Genesis, I wondered why God did not command Adam to worship Him as the Creator. I thought God should have told Adam, “I am your Creator. You must worship Me every morning, noon, and evening. You must worship Me at least seven times a day. You must bow down, kneel down, and prostrate yourself before Me. I will write some praises for you so you may practice how to worship Me.” That was my concept. As far as I was concerned, it was foolish of God to place man in front of the tree of life with nothing to do. Furthermore, I felt that after God had created Eve, He should have given both Adam and Evea wedding sermon, saying, “Adam, you must thank Me for giving you such a dear wife. You must promise Me that you will love her forever. Eve, I command you, as his wife, to submit to him.” It seemed to me entirely logical for God to make such demands. Under the influence of Christianity, especially the conduct of wedding ceremonies, I assumed that God would have delivered a wedding sermon to the first couple. However, God gave them no such word. He only seemed to tell them, “Be careful about your eating. You must eat correctly. I do not care whether or not you love your wife or submit yourself to your husband. I don’t care very much about worship. I care about your eating. If you eat wrongly, you will be wrong. If you eat the wrong tree, you will die. Adam, you must realize that it is not a matter of what you do; it is a matter of what you are. You will be what you eat. If you eat death, you will become death. If you eat life, you will become life. It is not a question of doing, but of being. Take care of your eating.” In my early days as a Christian, I was bothered by this. To tell you the truth, during that period I did not like Genesis 2. I liked chapter one which described God’s work of creation, but I felt that chapter two resembled a children’scar to on