10约瑟邀请他的哥哥们到家里坐席,有爱的用意。但他们怀著恶意,以为他计谋捉拿他们,使他们作奴仆。十八节说,『他们因为被领到约瑟的屋里,就害怕,说,领我们到这里来,必是因为头次归还在我们口袋里的银子,找我们的错缝,下手害我们,强取我们为奴仆,抢夺我们的驴。』钱财和驴是使约瑟的哥哥们不认得他的帕子。驴对他们极其重要,对约瑟却算不得甚么。后来,约瑟打发弟兄们回去接他父亲时,派了车辆同骑马的人。他们的钱财和驴对他们很重要。这些是他们仅有的。他们也害怕被取去作奴仆。今天我们也是这样。主也许直接在我们面前,祂也许为我们作了许多事,但我们不能认出祂或祂所作的。反而我们很害怕。约瑟的哥哥们该晓得,世界的宰相不会在意他们的驴。我们也是同样的情形。当我们来到基督面前,然后进入召会生活中,也可能担心我们的钱财、安全或家庭的事。约瑟的哥哥们很贫穷,但他们是在全地宰相丰富的照顾之下。倘若我在那里,我会说,『忘了钱财和驴罢。我只要约瑟。我爱他。』在认识主的事上,我们都和约瑟的哥哥们一样愚昧。我们不看祂,反而看自己、钱财和驴。约瑟的哥哥们该将眼目转向约瑟,注视他。他们若这样作,就会看出那人酷似约瑟。但他们要注视约瑟,必须忘了他们的钱财。然而,他们定睛在钱财上。他们也许彼此说,『你岂不知这是一大笔钱么?我们必须小心,不要失去这笔钱。』我怀疑约瑟的哥哥们好好端详过约瑟的面貌。他们若这样作,就会认出他来。利未也许就会对流便说,『我确信这人就是约瑟。我们不要害怕,要放胆问问他真是约瑟不是。』今天这样认识主的人不多。不过,有些人认识主作为的征象,晓得他们所遭遇的是出于主。在认识主的事上,我们多数的人正像约瑟的哥哥们一样。我们不看祂,反而看我们的钱财,我们的产业,和我们自己。约瑟的哥哥们没有究察,一位崇高的宰相对他们这样作的原因。他们完全被自己的得失所占有。他们没有想到那对付他们的人可能是约瑟。我们也是这样。无论主为我们作了多少美事,我们仍不明白主所作的。主怀著善意作每件事,我们却把牠当作咒诅。即使我们知道那是祝福,我们仍然不愿接受。
10Joseph had a loving intention in inviting his brothers to his home for a feast. But they had the evil thought that he was planning to seize them and make them slaves. Verse 18 says, “And the men were afraid, because they were brought into Joseph’sho use; and they said, Because of the money that was returned in our sacks at the first time are we brought in; that he may seek occasion against us, and fall upon us, and take us for bondmen, and our asses.” The money and the donkeys were veils that kept Joseph’s brothers from recognizing him. The donkeys meant a great deal to them, but they meant nothing to Joseph. Later, when Joseph sent his brothers back to get his father, he sent chariots with horsemen. Their money and their donkeys meant something to them. These were all they had. They were also afraid of being taken as slaves. It is the same with us today. The Lord may be directly in front of us and He may have done a great deal for us, but we cannot recognize Him or what He has done. Rather, we are afraid. Joseph’s brothers should have realized that the ruler of world would not have cared about their donkeys. We are the same way. When we came to Christ and then into the church life, we might have wondered about our money, our security, or our family. Joseph’s brothers were poor. But they were under the rich care of the ruler of the earth. If I had been there, I would have said, “Forget about the money and the donkeys. I want only Joseph. I love him.” In knowing the Lord, we are all as foolish as Joseph’s brothers. Instead of considering Him, we consider ourselves, our money, and our donkeys. Joseph’s brothers should have turned their eyes on Joseph and looked at him. If they had done so, they would have realized that the man resembled Joseph. But for them to look at Joseph, they had to forget their money. However, they kept their eyes on their money and might have said to one another, “Don’ty ou realize this is a lot of money? We must be careful not to lose it.” I doubt that Joseph’s brothers set their eyes on his countenance adequately. If they had done so, they would have recognized him. Levi might have said to Reuben, “I am quite sure this man is Joseph. Let us not be afraid, but be bold and ask if he really is Joseph.” Today there are not many who know the Lord in this way. However, there are a few who recognize the indications of the Lord’s deeds and realize that what happened to them was of the Lord. In our knowing of the Lord, most of us are exactly like Joseph’s brothers. We do not consider Him. Instead, we consider our money, our possessions, and ourselves. Joseph’s brothers did not search for the reason that a high ruler would do such things for them. They were fully occupied with their own interests. They had no thought that the man who was dealing with them might be Joseph. It is the same with us. No matter how many good things the Lord has done for us, we still do not understand what the Lord is doing. The Lord does everything with a good intention, but we regard it as a curse. Even if we knew it was a blessing, we still would not receive it.