20该隐献供物给神,他并不照神的作法,只照他自己的意见。他根据自己的观念和喜好,发明了一套新的敬拜神的作法。在今天的基督教里,有许多新发明的敬拜神的作法;这样的发明全是自以为是。该隐天然的所是已经不再是纯净的,虽然亚当被神创造的时候是纯净的,但因著堕落,撒但那恶者已将他自己注入人里面。所以无论何时人凭自己行动,就是与魔鬼联合。因此,人不该凭自己行动,乃该拒绝自己并倚靠神。我必须不断的领会自己是个堕落的人,撒但是在我的里面,在我的本性里,在我的思想、喜好和意志里。撒但与我完全是一。我不敢凭自己、运用己作甚么。我必须说,『主,我把我自己摆在一边,我信靠你。主,你来领头,你来发动。主,我要跟随你,接受你的路。』我们不但是有罪的,我们的己更成了魔鬼的,因为撒但就在我们里面。凡我们照本性所想出来的,实际上都是魔鬼的发明。该隐同今天无数的人,都没有认识这点。他认为只要他为神作事,事奉神,并且敬拜神,凡事就都是好的。不要这样想。你必须认识你的立场,你的所是。我们是堕落的人,我们与魔鬼是一,他不但在我们四周,在我们上面,更在我们里面,在我们的本性、心思、情感和意志里。无论何时你生气,撒但就在那里。无论何时你自己动情感,撒但就在你里面活跃了。不要说只是你一个人在这样行,因为撒但与你在一起,就在你里面。不但在你作坏事的时候是这样,甚至在你作好事的时候也是一样。当该隐将地里的出产作供物献给神的时候,撒但也牵连在他的行动里。在该隐里撒但献供物给神。这就是神不看这供物的原因。神好像说,『该隐,你的供物是邪恶的,这对我是侮辱。这在我眼中是可憎的,我不接受这供物。』
20As the years went by I came to realize that although Cain presented an offering to God, he did not present it according to God’sway, but according to his own idea. Out of his own concept and desire he invented a new way of worshipping God. In today’s Christianity there are many new inventions for worshipping God. All such inventions are presumptuous. According to his natural being, Cain was no longer pure. Although Adam was pure when created by God, as a result of the fall Satan, the evil one, injected himself into man. Therefore, whenever man acts by himself he is in union with the Devil. Thus, man should not act on his own, but should reject himself and depend on God. I must continually realize that I am a fallen person and that Satan is within me, in my nature, in my thought, desire, and will. Satan is altogether one with me. I dare not exercise myself in acting on my own. I must say, “Lord, I cast myself aside and I put my trust in You. Lord, You take the lead. You take the initiative. Lord, I want to follow You and take Your way.” We are not merely sinful, but our very self has become devilish because Satan is in us. Everything we devise according to our nature is actually an invention of the Devil. Cain, along with numerous people today, did not realize this. He thought that as long as he did something for God, serving Him and worshipping Him, everything was fine. Do not think this way. You must realize where you stand and what you are. As fallen people, we are one with the Devil. He is not only around us and over us, but also within us, in our nature, in our mind, emotion, and will. Whenever you lose your temper Satan is present. Whenever you exercise your emotions by yourself, Satan is active in you. Do not say that it is only you who behave in such a way, for Satan is with you and in you. This is not only true in evil things, but even in good things. When Cain presented the fruit of the ground as an offering to God, Satan was involved in his activity. In Cain Satan presented an offering to God. That was the reason that God refused to look at it. God seemed to say, “Cain, your offering is evil. It is an insult to Me.