31我们这些蒙召的人能享受神。我们也许出卖妻子,神还是在看顾我们。当我们正计画怎样出卖妻子救自己性命的时候,神也在计画怎样保守我们的妻子,还叫我们得著许多东西,并且带著得来的财富,回到祂的地方。当我初次读这段故事的时候,我很不以为然;但至终发现呼召我们的神是这么好,不禁笑了起来。正当亚伯拉罕计画出卖他妻子的时候,神却准备赐福给他,保守他的性命,并给他许多财富。如果那时我是亚伯拉罕,我要说,『神阿,我能说甚么呢?我没有脸向你说甚么。』如果我是亚伯拉罕,我看看我的妻子、牛羊、仆婢,我甚至会没有脸面说,『父阿,感谢你。』我会对撒拉说,『亲爱的,我们回去罢。这些仆婢跟不跟我们没有关系。我不配得著神所赐我们的这些财富,我觉得享用这些很羞耻。我是不配的,但神白白的赐给。撒拉,当我出卖你的时候,神给了我们这许多东西。你也许会说,这很好;但我觉得羞耻。撒拉,请你祷告,替我感谢神。我简直没有脸面为自己祷告。』我相信亚伯拉罕当时就是这样作。在创世记十三章一节,我们看见亚伯拉罕『从埃及上南地去。』他回到高峰所在之处,『到了伯特利和艾的中间,就是从前支搭帐棚的地方,也是他起先筑坛的地方;他又在那里呼求耶和华的名。』(创十三3~4,另译。)亚伯拉罕回到他当初筑坛并支撘帐棚的地方。当亚伯拉罕在埃及计画出卖妻子的时候,他没有祭坛,没有帐棚,也没有呼求耶和华的名。在那里他没有宣告他向巴别作相反的见证。当他在埃及的时候,他失去了这一切。但亚伯拉罕回到了起初,回到了筑坛的地方,在那里他恢复呼求耶和华的名。
31We, the called ones, can enjoy God. While we may be selling our wives, our God is taking care of us. While we may be planning to sell our wives to save our lives, God is planning how to preserve our wives, to gain many things for us, and to send us back to His place with all of the riches that we have acquired. When I read this story at first, I did not agree with it. Eventually, I was laughing because our calling God is so good. When Abraham was planning to sell his wife, God was preparing to bless him, preserve his life, and give him many riches. If I had been Abraham at that time, I would have said, “God, what can I say? I have no face to say anything to You.” If I had been Abraham and had looked at my wife, cattle, and servants, I would not even have had the face to say, “Father, thank You.” I would have said to Sarah, “Dear, let us go back. It doesn’t matter whether the servants want to come with us or not. I don’t deserve any of these riches that God has given us and I feel ashamed to enjoy them. I am not worthy, but God gives so freely. Sarah, while I was selling you, God gave all of these things to us. You may say that it is good, but I feel ashamed. Sarah, you pray and thank God for me. I just don’th ave the face to pray for myself.” I do believe that this happened to Abraham. In 13:1 we see that Abraham “went up out of Egypt.” He went back to the very place where the high point was, “unto the place where his tent had been at the beginning, between Bethel and Ai; unto the place of the altar, which he had made there at the first: and there Abram called on the name of the Lord” (13:3- 4). Abraham returned to the place where he had built an altar and pitched his tent. When Abraham was planning to sell his wife in Egypt, there was no altar, tent, or calling on the name of the Lord. There was no declaration of his anti-testimony to Babel. When he was in Egypt, he lost all of this. But Abraham came back to the beginning, to the place of the altar, and there he recovered his calling on the name of the Lord