10按照人的观点,人会说我们这样作很愚昧。他们会指责我们浪费时间,浪费生命。如果他们和亚伯拉罕在一起,他们会说,『亚伯拉罕,你在作甚么?你疯了?你为甚么筑一座像坛这样低矮的东西,把一切都放在坛上烧掉?那不是很愚昧么?』我们蒙召的人无论作甚么,在世人眼中都是愚昧的。很多亲戚会说,我们参加这么多聚会是愚昧的。他们希奇为甚么我们不留在家里,和家人一起看电视。世人不明白为甚么我们一周参加聚会好几次,他们以为我们疯了。他们会说,『你们在那小建筑物里作甚么?你们为甚么周三、周五、周六都去那里?礼拜天还去两次,甚至有时周一、周二、周四也去,你们这班人疯了么?』是的,照世人说,我们是疯了。神的显现使我们发疯了。坛的意义就是我们不为自己保留甚么。坛的意义就是我们晓得我们在地上是为著神。坛的意义就是我们的生活是为著神,神是我们的生命,并且我们生活的意义就是神,所以我们把一切都放在坛上。我们在这里不是传扬自己的名;我们为祂名的缘故,把一切都放在坛上。你若核对自己的经历,会看见在你蒙召之后,神立刻再向你显现,你就说,『主阿,从今以后,一切都是你的。凡我的所是、所有、所能作、并所要作的,都是为著你。』我仍然能彀回忆我得救那天下午所发生的事。我从那个聚会的地方出去,走在街上,举目望天说,『神阿,从今天起,一切都是为著你。』那是真正的奉献。在属灵的意义上,这就是筑坛。我相信许多读本篇信息的人,会有这样的经历。当我们接受了神的呼召,我们就发疯了,我们不在意会发生甚么事。虽然那时候我们不知道自己说的是甚么,但我们应许主,凡我们所有的都是为著祂。那天我在街上这样对主说的时候,我不知道那句话的含意。几年后,当我发现自己在一些难处中,在我里面的主说,『你不记得那天下午走在街上时所说的话么?你不是说,「神阿,从今天起,一切都为著你」么?』当我在合约上签字的时候,我不知道内容是甚么。但是要懊悔已经太迟了;合约已经签了字。对主说一切都为著祂,乃是真实的筑坛。我们都能作见证,每当我们对主说一切都为祂的时候,感觉是多么甜美,交通是多么亲密。在那个时候,我们深深的进到主自己里面。
10According to the human viewpoint, people will say that we are foolish for doing this. They will accuse us of wasting our time, of wasting our lives. If they had been with Abraham, they would have said, “Abraham, what are you doing? Are you crazy? Why do you build such a low thing as an altar, and put everything on it and burn it? Isn’tt hat foolish?” As called ones, whatever we do will be foolish in the eyes of the worldly people. Many of our relatives will say that it is foolish for us to attend meetings so often, wondering why we do not stay at home and watch television with our family. The worldly people cannot understand why we attend meetings several times a week. They think that we are crazy. They would say, “What are you doing there in that little building? Why do you go there on Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, twice on Sunday, and even sometimes on Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday? Are you people crazy?” Yes, according to the worldly people, we are crazy. God’s appearing makes us crazy. An altar means that we do not keep anything for ourselves. An altar means that we realize that we are here on earth for God. An altar means that our life is for God, that God is our life, and that the meaning of our life is God. So we put everything on the altar. We are not here making a name for ourselves; we are putting everything on the altar for the sake of His name. If you check with your experience, you will see that immediately after you were called, God appeared to you again, and you said, “Lord, from now on everything is Yours. All that I am, all that I have, all that I can do and am going to do is for You.” I can still recall what happened on the afternoon that I was saved. As I went out of that church building and walked along the street, I lifted up my eyes to heaven and said, “God, from today on everything is for You.” That was a real consecration. In a spiritual sense, it was the building of an altar. I believe that many of you reading this message have had such an experience. When we received God’scall ing, we were crazy, not caring about what would happen. Although we did not realize what it meant at the time, we promised the Lord that everything we had was for Him. When I said this to the Lord that day on the street, I did not realize what it involved. When after a few years I found myself in some difficulties, the Lord within me said, “Don’ty ou remember what you said that afternoon as you walked along the street? Didn’ty ou say, O God, from today on everything is for You’?” When I signed the contract, I did not know what was involved. But it was too late to repent; the contract had already been signed. To tell the Lord that everything is for Him is the real building of an altar. We all can testify how sweet is the sensation and how intimate is the fellowship whenever we tell the Lord that everything is for Him. At that time, we come deeply into the Lord Himself