5我们在神面前无法隐藏我们的意图。我们若得到机会,迟早会吐露心里所15:2存的。所以在十五章二节亚伯拉罕说,『主耶和华阿,我既无子,你还赐我甚么呢?并且要承受我家业的,是大马色人以利以谢。』亚伯拉罕接下去对主说的话,就不太有礼貌了。他说,『看哪,你没有给我后裔;看,我家的儿子,就是我的后嗣!』(创十五,直译。)亚伯拉罕似乎说,『主阿,我没有孩子,因为你从来没有给我孩子,你必须对这事负责。我为甚么没有孩子?因为你从来没有给我孩子!现在你来告诉我,你必大大的赏赐我。我若没有孩子,你赏赐我有甚么用?』亚伯拉罕告诉耶和华,他家的儿子,就是大马色人以利以谢,要作他的后嗣。达秘新译本的注解说,『我家的儿子,』意思是『他的一个家仆。』这指明以利以谢必定来自大马色。也许亚伯拉罕经过大马色的时候,在那里得到他。我们没有一个人干干脆脆的答应神的呼召,我们都是拖泥带水的。亚伯拉罕甚至两次遭遇近亲的死亡,就是他哥哥哈兰,和他父亲他拉的死亡。最终,亚伯拉罕无法再逃避了,才答应神的呼召。他带著罗得离开哈兰,就是他第二次蒙召的地方,经过大马色,在那里得到以利以谢。当神向亚伯拉罕显现,说祂是亚伯拉罕的盾牌和大赏赐,亚伯拉罕似乎回答说,『耶和华神阿,我没有孩子,因为你没有给我孩子。我所要立为后嗣,并承受我家业的,必是我的家仆以利以谢。』
5In the presence of God we cannot hide our intention. If we are given the opportunity, we shall sooner or later utter whatever is in our heart. Therefore, in Abraham said, “Lord God, what wilt thou give me, seeing I go childless, and the son of possession of my house is this Eliezer of Damascus?” (Heb.). The next word that Abraham spoke to the Lord was not very polite. He said, “Behold, to me thou hast given no seed: and, lo, a son of my house is mine heir” (15:3, Heb.). Abraham seemed to be saying, “Lord, I go childless3 because You have never given me a child. You must bear the blame for this. Why do I go childless? Because You have never given me a child! Now You come to tell me that You are my great reward. What’s the use of Your giving me a reward if I have no child?” Abraham told the Lord that a son of his house, who was Eliezer of Damascus, would be his heir. In Darby’s New Translation the footnote says that “a son of my house” means “one of his domestics.” This indicates that Eliezer must have come from Damascus. It might have been that when Abraham was passing through Damascus he obtained him there. None of us has ever answered God’scall in a clean-cut way; we all dragged our feet through mud and water. Abraham even suffered two deaths, the death of his elder brother, Haran, and his father, Terah. Eventually, Abraham answered God’s calling, being unable to avoid it any longer. He left Haran, where he had been called the second time, taking Lot along with him, and passed through Damascus where he picked up Eliezer. When the Lord appeared to Abraham, saying that He was Abraham’s shield and great reward, Abraham seemed to say in reply, “Lord God, I go childless because You have not given me a child. The one whom I intend to have as the heir and possessor of my house must be my domestic servant, Eliezer.”