9以撒一从南地回来,享受就来了。他回到正确的立场,就得了妻子。但在结婚之后,他和妻子又南下。25:11创世记二十五章十一节说,亚伯拉罕死后,以撒靠近庇耳拉海莱居住。他走了下坡路,结果就碰到非利士人的敌对。我们需要看见以撒记载的清楚图画。他没有走下坡路直到埃及,他是往南下到非利士地,就是非利士人的地方。按照创世记的记载,神的子民一向南走,就有难处。亚伯拉罕在埃及,在非利士地,都有难处。他的儿子以撒到非利士地也有难处,因为他和非利士人有争竞,有敌意。他虽然在利河伯享受了宽阔之路,享受宽广,但他在那里没有耶和华的显现。在庇耳拉海莱、埃色、西提拿和利河伯,没有耶和华的显现。直到他上别是巴之后,耶和华才向他显现。他从利河伯回到别是巴的当夜,耶和华就向他显现了。(创二六23~24。)这里我们必须看见一个关键点,许多基督徒不清楚这一点。我们基督徒,被命定有一些享受。不论我们在那里,不论我们对或错,我们已被命定来享受。以撒即使下到庇耳拉海莱,他仍然享受一口井,就是那看顾我们之永活者,并向我们启示祂自己者的井。有的人会说,『那太好了。只要我有永活者,祂看顾我,并且把祂自己启示给我,那就彀好了。』然而在读圣经的时候,我们必须遵守第一次题到的原则。庇耳拉海莱在十六章十四节首次题到,那是夏甲逃避撒拉的地方。因撒拉代表恩典,夏甲从撒拉逃开,意思就是她离开了恩典的立场。在旷野,在受苦的地方,神眷临她。因此庇耳拉海莱是人离开了恩典的立场,对神的眷临仍能有一些享受的地方。过去我们也许感觉有点偏离了恩典的立场,怀疑自己的立场是否正确。虽然我们里面有这疑问,但我们仍有一些享受,就安慰自己说,『我若错了,就不会有这种享受。然而在这里,我有那看顾我之永活者的井。我既有这样的享受,这地方必是正确的。』但实际上并不如此。一方面,我们是命定有享受的,不论我们在那里,都会有一些享受。另一面,我们可能在错误的立场上有这种享受。我们不在亚伯拉罕栽种垂丝柳树的地方,而在夏甲从恩典逃开的地方。庇耳拉海莱是人逃避恩典却仍享受神眷临的地方。我们几乎都有这种经历。我们怀疑我们的地位,但我们仍有一些享受,因而感觉得到印证。切勿把这种享受当作印证。虽然享受是我们的定命,但我们可能在不正确的立场上享受,在庇耳拉海莱,不在别是巴。
9As soon as Isaac had returned from going away, the enjoyment came. By coming back to the proper standing, he obtained a wife. However, after his marriage, he and his wife journeyed southward again. Genesis says that after the death of Abraham, Isaac dwelt by the well Lahai-roi. As a result of going downward, he found himself at enmity with the Philistines. We need to see a clear picture of Isaac’s record. He did not go downward as far as Egypt. He went southward to Philistia, to the land of the Philistines. According to the record in Genesis, God’s people have difficulties whenever they go southward. Abraham had trouble in Egypt and in the land of the Philistines. His son Isaac also had trouble when he went to Philistia, for he had contention and enmity with the Philistines. Although he enjoyed the broad ways, the widening, at Rehoboth, he did not have the Lord’s appearing there. In Lahai-roi, Esek, Sitnah, and Rehoboth there was no appearing of the Lord. The Lord did not appear to Isaac until he went up to Beer - sheba. The very night that Isaac went up from Rehoboth to Beer-sheba the Lord appeared unto him (26:23-24). Here we must see a crucial point, a point about which many Christians are not clear. As Christians, we are destined for some enjoyment. Wherever we are and whether or not we are right or wrong, we have been destined for enjoyment. Even when Isaac went downward to Lahai-roi, he still enjoyed a well, the well of the living One who sees us and reveals Himself to us. Some might say, “This is wonderful. As long as I have the living One and He sees me and reveals Himself to me, that is good enough.” In reading the Bible, however, we must keep the principle of the first mention. Lahai- roi, which is first mentioned in 16:14, was the place where Hagar went after fleeing from Sarah. Since Sarah represents grace, Hagar’s fleeing from her meant that she had left the standing of grace. In the wilderness, in a place of suffering, God visited her. Hence, Lahai-roi was a place where one who had left the standing of grace could still have some enjoyment of God’s visitation. In the past we might have questioned whether our standing was right, feeling that we were somewhat removed from the standing of grace. Although we had this doubt within us, we still had some enjoyment and we comforted ourselves, saying, “If I were wrong, I would not have this enjoyment. But here I have the well of the living One who visits me. Since I have such an enjoyment, this place must be all right.” But it is not all right. On the one hand, we are destined for enjoyment, and wherever we are we shall have some measure of it. On the other hand, we may have this enjoyment on the wrong standing, not in the place where Abraham planted the tamarisk tree, but in the place where Hagar escaped from grace. Lahai-roi was the place of one who had escaped from grace but who still enjoyed something of God’s visitation. Nearly all of us have had this experience. We doubted our position, but we still had some enjoyment and felt confirmed by it. Do not take this enjoyment as a confirmation. Although the enjoyment is our destiny, we may have it on an improper ground, at Beer-lahai-roi, not at Beer-sheba.