5看看你的经历。你虽然从未说谎牺牲你的妻子,但你已明明的向你妻子说谎。早年我很受宗教观念的影响,相信基督徒(尤其所谓属灵的基督徒)绝不会说谎。最后,我发现基督徒(包括所谓属灵的人)也说谎。不仅属世的人说谎,基督徒和属灵的人也说谎。这是堕落人类的光景。那么我们怎么办?我们甚么都不该作。神已经把我们从堕落人类中拣选出来,祂的命定已经临到我们。这不是说,我们若在神眼中为人正当,或成为属灵,那时我们会接受更多的恩典。以撒从未自己努力作好,或成为属灵,但他仍不断享受恩典。我不鼓励你虔诚或不虔诚。我不鼓励你成为甚么,因为享受神的恩典并不根据我们的属灵。以撒要祝福他儿子以扫,然而他把祝福和天然的喜好混杂在一起。创世记二十七章三至四节,以撒对以扫说,『现在拿你的器械,就是箭囊,和弓,往田野去为我打猎;照我所爱的作成美味,拿来给我吃,使我在未死之先,我的魂好祝福你。』(另译。)以撒似乎说,『以扫,在我未死之先,我要再吃一次野味。你若为我作些野味来,我就为你祝福。』这里我们看见以撒把神的祝福和他天然的喜好混杂在一起。虽然我们会希奇这样的人怎能祝福别人,但以撒的确祝福了。以撒不像我们一样虔诚,他不觉得这样作不属灵。假定你是父亲,要给你的一个儿子祝福,我相信你会非常小心儆醒,祷告禁食,不敢在肉体里说话,也不敢按照天然的喜好说话。你若是个中国弟兄,你绝不会对你即将祝福的儿子说,『儿子,到唐人街去为我买点中国食品,然后我要祝福你。』没有一位中国弟兄敢这样作,因为我们都虔诚的觉得要属灵。我们会说,『既然我即将祝福我的儿子,我就必须与主同在,不可有我天然的喜好。』然而以撒很大胆,他告诉以扫:『在我未死之先,我要再吃一次野味。去拿些我喜爱的野味给我,我要祝福你。』以撒很诚实,他说,『我的魂好祝福你。』(创二七,另译。)这是何等的混杂!不断的享受神恩典的以撒,竟盲目的祝福。但他是在信心里祝福,并且他的祝福被神尊重。(来十一20。)
5Consider your experience. Although you have never lied in sacrificing your wife, you have lied substantially to your wife. In my early years, I was much affected by religious concepts, believing that Christians, especially the so-called spiritual Christians, would never lie. Eventually, I discovered that Christians, including the so-called spiritual ones, also lie. Not only the worldly people lie; the Christians and the spiritual people also lie. This is the condition of the fallen race. What then shall we do? We should not do anything. God has selected us out of this fallen race, and His ordination has come to us. This does not mean that when we behave ourselves or become spiritual in the eyes of God, we shall then receive more grace. Although Isaac never tried to behave himself or to be spiritual, he continually enjoyed grace. I do not encourage you to be religious or to be unreligious. I do not encourage you to be anything, for the enjoyment of God’s grace does not depend upon our being spiritual. Isaac wanted to bless his son Esau. However, he mixed the blessing with his natural taste. In 27:3 and 4, Isaac said to Esau, “Now therefore take, I pray thee, thy weapons, thy quiver and thy bow, and go out to the field, and take me some venison; and make me savoury meat, such as I love, and bring it to me, that I may eat; that my soul may bless thee before I die.” Isaac seemed to be saying, “Esau, before I die, I would like to eat venison one more time. If you get some venison for me, then I shall bless you.” Here we see that Isaac mixed up God’s blessing with his natural taste. Although we may wonder how such a person could bless others, Isaac did bless. Isaac, who was not religious like we are, was not conscious of being unspiritual. Suppose you are a father who wants to give a blessing to one of his sons. I believe that you would be very cautious and alert, praying, fasting, and daring not to speak in the flesh nor according to your natural taste. If you were a Chinese brother, you certainly would not say to the son whom you are about to bless, “Son, go to Chinatown and get some Chinese food for me and then I’ll bless you.” No Chinese brother would dare to do this, because we are all so religiously conscious of being spiritual. We all would say, “Now that I am about to bless my son I must be with the Lord and not have my natural taste.” Isaac, however, was bold, telling Esau, “Before I die I would like to eat venison once more. Get me the venison that I love and I’ll bless you.” Isaac was honest, saying, “My soul may bless thee” (27:4). 4 What a mixture! Isaac, who continually enjoyed the grace of God, blessed blindly. But he blessed in faith, and his blessing was honored by God (Heb. 11:20).