11在这一切之后,雅各看到了以扫,他勇敢却谦卑的走到前头去见他。创世记三十三章三节说,『他自己在他们前头过去,一连七次俯伏在地,才就近他哥哥。』就一面说,他对妻子和孩子很诚实忠信,走到前头领路。雅各这样迎见以扫,使以扫大感惊讶。『以扫跑来迎接他,将他抱住,又搂著他的颈项与他亲嘴。』(创三三。)雅各和以扫都哭了。由此我们看见,雅各所有的恐惧都是他自己忧虑的产物,他所作的一切都是徒然的。他无须将人口分作两队,无须作最好的祷告,无须呈献九群牲口给以扫为礼物,无须和在人形状里的主摔跤,也无须把妻子、孩子和使女再次分开。他若真的认识神,并且信靠祂,就会一直在平安中,说,『我不因以扫忧虑,因为神已经应许把我带回我父亲之地。祂甚至告诉我要回去,因此我有平安,祂会带我到那里。无论以扫会对我怎样,我都不担心,因为我的神已经给我祂的话。』我们都必须从雅各的经历有所学习。我们不必作这么多。我们不是今日的雅各,蒙拣选的人么?当然是的。主没有给我们祂的应许么?的确给了。天使没有围绕我们么?我们必须相信有。也许我们以为某些人是我们的仇敌,仇敌撒但可能把关于我们的拉班和以扫的思想注入我们的心思里。所有这样的思想都是徒然的。回想你的已往,你岂没有作过许多事,最后证明是无用的么?凡我们所作的都是徒然的。我多次对自己说,『人哪,你真笨,浪费了时间和精力去作徒然的事。你所作的事没有一件是有帮助的,因为主不用这些。』当然雅各从来没有梦想,以扫会带著这样热切的爱来见他。神藉著在梦中对拉班说话来阻挠他;神也兴起以扫向著雅各弟兄的爱。因此,以扫并没有带著憎恨或复仇的意愿来见雅各;相反的,他带著温暖的弟兄之爱而来。以扫已经忘记雅各给他的痛苦。但雅各这抓夺者,并没有忘记他对哥哥所作的。在这里我们看见神美妙的作为。我要特别对青年弟兄姊妹说一句话。无疑的,你们爱主。因著爱主,你们有把握自己是一个蒙拣选的人。既是蒙拣选的人,主的应许、祂的目标和定命,就都是为著你们的。主已经嘱咐我们众人向目标迈进,前往我们父的地,在那里我们能为著主永远的目的享受祂的丰富。所以我们只需要在祂里面享受平安,不可被任何一位拉班或以扫所困扰。无论发生甚么事,只管安息在祂里面。你们如果现在不能接受我的话,等一段时间你们会发现,所有叫你忧虑的事都会化为乌有。你们不需要作甚么。因为实际上在你的前面或后面并没有真正的困难。表面看有许多难处,实际上因著你们是神所拣选的人,在祂全足的看顾下,根本就毫无难处。你们是神所拣选的人,有祂的应许来保证,并有祂的目标托付你。现今你正在路上。我不在意一切的反对和谣言,很多时候我一笑置之。只要我们是在达到神目标的路上,只要我们这些蒙拣选的人有祂的应许,一切就都好了。
11After all this, when Jacob saw Esau, he was bold, yet humble, to go to the front to meet him (33:3-4). Verse 3 says, “And he passed over before them, and bowed himself to the ground seven times, until he came near to his brother.” In a sense, he was honest and faithful to his wives and children and went to the front to pioneer the way. Jacob’s coming to him in this manner greatly surprised Esau who “ran to meet him, and embraced him, and fell on his neck, and kissed him” (v. 4). Both Jacob and Esau wept. By this we see that all of Jacob’s 4 fears were products of his own worrying and that all he did was in vain. He did not need to divide his people into two camps, to pray the best prayer, to present nine droves of cattle as a gift to Esau, to wrestle with the Lord in the form of man, and to divide his wives, children, and maids the second time. If he had truly known God and had trusted in Him, he would have been continually at peace, saying, “I am not worried about Esau because God has promised to bring me back to my father’s land. He even told me to go back, and I have the peace that He will bring me there. No matter what Esau might do to me, I am not concerned because my God has given me His word.” We all must learn from Jacob’s experience. We do not need to do so much. Are we not today’s Jacobs, the chosen ones? Surely we are. Has not the Lord given us His promise? Certainly He has. Are not the camps of angels encompassing us? We must believe that they are. We may think that certain people are our enemies. The enemy, Satan, may inject thoughts into our minds regarding our Laban or Esau. All such thoughts are vain. Recall your past. Have you not done many things which eventually proved to be useless? Whatever we did was in vain. Many times I have said to myself, “Man, you are really stupid. You have wasted your time and energy in doing things in vain. Nothing of what you have done was a help, for the Lord did not use them.” Surely Jacob never dreamed that Esau would have come to him with such fervent love. God frustrated Laban by speaking to him in a dream and also He aroused Esau’s brotherly love toward Jacob. Hence, Esau did not come to Jacob with hatred or with the desire for vengeance; rather, he came with warm, brotherly love. Esau had forgotten the suffering Jacob had caused him. But Jacob, the supplanter, had not forgotten what he had done to his brother. In this we see God’s marvelous acts. I would like to say a word especially to the young brothers and sisters. Undoubtedly, you love the Lord. By loving the Lord, you have the assurance that you are one of the chosen ones. As chosen ones, the Lord’s promise, His goal, and His destination are for you. The Lord has charged us all to advance toward the goal, to go on to our Father’s land where we can enjoy the riches of the Lord for His eternal purpose. So we simply need to enjoy peace in Him. Do not be bothered by any Labans or Esaus. Whatever happens, simply rest in Him. If you cannot take my word now, wait for a certain period of time, and you will discover that all the things that worried you will come to nothing. You do not need to do anything, for actually there is no real trouble either in front of you or behind you. Apparently, there is a great deal of difficulty; actually, because you are God’s chosen ones under His all - sufficient care, there is no difficulty at all. You are God’s chosen ones assured with His promise and charged with His goal. Now you are on the way. I do not care about all the opposition and rumors. Many times I laugh at them. As long as we are on the way to reach God’s goal and as long as we have His promise as His chosen ones, everything is all right.