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创世记生命读经 · 第93篇

成熟的过程(二)

Being matured-the process of maturity (2)
1在本篇信息中,我们要进一步来看雅各在希伯仑所受的对付。我们需要先指出变化与成熟的不同。变化的最后阶段就是成熟。成熟的意思是生命达到丰满。一个人成熟了,他就不缺生命。我们的生命越多,就越成熟。婴孩显然是不成熟的,而成人是成熟的。一个人成熟了,意思就是他的生命达到丰满了。变化是生命里新陈代谢的改变。变化不是丰满的问题,乃是改变的问题。植物不需要变化,因为植物就是植物。但我们神的儿女,需要变化。惟有藉著变化,我们才能达到成熟。我们有天然的生命,这生命无益于神的经纶。我们天然的生命不需要用别的生命来顶替,但是需要有新陈代谢的改变。我们不但需要外在表面的改变,也需要内在性质的改变。我们人的生命对于神的经纶是必需的,但不该一直是天然人的生命;牠该是在性质上经过了变化的人的生命,使神的生命能与人变化过的生命调和成为一。这是一件深奥的事。
1Before we consider further Jacob’s dealings at Hebron, we need to point out the difference between transformation and maturity. The last stage of transformation is maturity. Maturity means the fullness of life. When one is mature, he has no shortage of life. The more life we have, the more mature we are. An infant is obviously not mature, but a grown man is mature. For a human being to be mature means that his life has come into fullness. Transformation is a metabolic change in life. Thus, transformation is not a matter of fullness; it is a matter of change. Plants do not require transformation, because they are simply plants. But we, the children of God , need transformation . Only through transformation can we reach maturity. We have a natural life, but this life is not good for God’secon o my. Although our natural life does not need to be replaced, it does need to be metabolically changed. We must not only have an outward change in appearance, but also an inward change in nature. Although our human life is necessary for God’secon o my, it should not remain a natural human life; it should be a human life that has been transformed in nature so that the divine life may be mingled with the transformed human life to become one. This is a deep matter
2在新约里至少有两节揭示变化的事。罗马十二章二节说,『不要被模成这世代的样子,反要藉著心思的更新而变化。』本节译为『变化』的希腊字,也出现在林后三章十八节。那一节说,『但我们众人既然以没有帕子遮蔽的脸,好像镜子观看并返照主的荣光,就渐渐变化成为与祂同样的形像,从荣耀到荣耀,乃是从主灵变化成的。』在以上两节里,『变化』这辞指明我们在基督徒生活里,需要新陈代谢的改变。我们不需要外面的改正和转变;我们需要在性质和生命上有内在的改变。这种新陈代谢的改变开始于重生。当我们得救的时候,我们不仅得称义,罪得赦免;我们也蒙了重生。在重生的时候,有一种新的生命,就是神的生命,放在我们灵里。从我们重生的时候起,这生命就一直的变化我们天然的生命。当神的生命改变我们天然的生命时,就将神的生命多而又多的分赐到我们全人里面。所以,变化乃是我们天然生命的改变。当这改变达到丰满的程度,成熟的时候就到了。我再说,变化的最后阶段就是成熟。成熟不是我们这人被改变的问题,乃是我们一再得著神生命的分赐,直到我们有了生命的丰满。
2At least two verses in the New Testament unveil the matter of transformation. Romans 1 2:2 says, “Do not be conformed to this age, but be transformed by the renewing of the mind.” The Greek word translated “transformed” in this verse also appears in 2 Corinthians 3:18. According to the Greek, this verse should be rendered, “And we all with unveiled face, beholding and reflecting as a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, even as from the Lord Spirit.” The word “transformed” in these verses indicates that in our Christian life we need a metabolic change. We do not need outward correction and alteration; rather, we need an inward change in nature and in life. This metabolic change begins with regeneration. When we were saved, we were not only justified and our sins forgiven; we were also regenerated. At regeneration a new life, the divine life, was put into our spirit. From the time of our regeneration, this life has been transforming our natural life. As the divine life changes our natural life, it imparts more and more of the divine life into our being. Therefore, transformation is the change of our natural life. When this change reaches the point of fullness, the time of maturity has come. To repeat, the last stage of transformation is maturity. Maturity is not a matter of our being changed; it is a matter of having the divine life imparted to us again and again until we have the fullness of life.
3现在我们将这件事应用到雅各身上。雅各在二十五至三十七章经历了许多的改变,但是到三十七章以后,我们在他身上没有看见进一步的改变。在二十五章,雅各是个抓夺者,抓脚跟的人。从二十六章到三十六章(这几章大约包括二十五年的时间),我们看见雅各如何有了改变。在那些年间,他所遭遇的每件事,都是为著他的变化。在三十七章雅各失去他的爱子约瑟时,他这人与二十七章的雅各完全不同。在属灵的意义上,二十七章的雅各有好几只手,用来抓他所要的。他抓父亲所有的,抓以扫所有的,后来又抓拉班所有的。然而在三十七章,雅各甚至没有用他自己的双手。到了本章,雅各似乎没有技巧或本事;他似乎甚么都不能作。这指明他已经完全改变了。从三十七章直到本书末了,我们在这人身上没有看见进一步的改变。在这些章节里,我们看见一个人不仅变化了,而且满了生命。在三十七章,我们没有看见改变,也没有看见生命的丰满。变化是在本章以前发生,生命的丰满是在本章以后达到。我要请你们再读二十七、三十七和四十七章。在二十七章,我们看见一个抓夺者。他有许多只手,他能作每件事,没有人能打败他。无论谁来接触雅各-他的父亲、哥哥或舅父-都是输家。雅各总是占优势。他从他的哥哥、父亲和舅父得利。他甚至从拉结、利亚和她们的两个使女得利。到了拉结死的时候,雅各开始遭受损失,但甚至这损失也叫他得利,就是得著便雅悯。到了三十七章,雅各遭受另一次损失,就是失去约瑟。在这一章,雅各一无所得。从这时起,雅各失去一样又一样的东西。最终,到了四十七章,他得著了生命的丰满。生命的丰满乃是祝福,就是生命的满溢。当你生命满溢的时候,这生命就要流到别人里面。这种满溢就是祝福。所以,在二十七章我们看见一个抓夺的人,在三十七章我们看见一个变化的人,在四十七章我们看见一个成熟的人。雅各的变化开始于神进来摸他的时候,(创三二25,)这变化持续直到三十七章,那时变化的过程就相对的完成了。然而在这一章,雅各还没有成熟,还没有生命的丰满。要得著这个,他必须经历末后阶段的对付,就是在希伯仑的对付。
3Let us now apply this matter to Jacob. Although Jacob underwent many changes between chapters twenty- five and thirty-seven, we do not see any further change in him after chapter thirty-seven. In chapter twenty- five Jacob was a supplanter, a heel-holder. As we read from chapter twenty - six to thirty - six, which covers a period of approximately twenty-five years, we see how Jacob changed. Everything that happened to him during these years was for his transformation. When in chapter thirty - seven Jacob lost his beloved son, Joseph, he was absolutely different from the person he was in chapter twenty-seven. In a spiritual sense, the Jacob in chapter twenty-seven had several hands to use in grasping whatever he wanted. He grasped what belonged to his father, to Esau, and, later on, to Laban. However, in chapter thirty-seven Jacob did not even use his own two hands. The Jacob in this chapter seems to have no skill or ability; instead, it seems that he is not able to do anything. This indicates that he has absolutely changed. From chapter thirty-seven until the end of this book, we do not see any further change in this man. In these chapters we see a person who has not only been changed; we see a person who is full of life. In chapter thirty-seven we see neither change nor the fullness of life. The change took place before this chapter, and the fullness of life was reached after it. I would ask you to read chapters twenty - seven, thirtyseven, and forty - seven once again. In chapter twenty - seven we see a supplanter. He had many hands, he was able to do everything, and no one could defeat him. Whoever came in contact with Jacob — his father, his brother, or his uncle — was the loser. Jacob, on the contrary, always came out ahead. He made a gain from his brother, from his father, and from his uncle. He even made a gain from Rachel, Leah, and their two maids. However, at the time of Rachel’s death, Jacob began to suffer loss. But even this loss produced a gain, and that gain was Benjamin. In chapter thirty - seven Jacob underwent another loss, the loss of Joseph. In this chapter Jacob did not gain anything. From this point onward, Jacob lost one thing after another. Eventually, in chapter forty- seven, he gained the fullness of life. The fullness of life is blessing, which is the overflow of life. When you are filled past the brim with life, this life will overflow into others. This overflow is the blessing. Therefore, in chapter twenty-seven we see a supplanter; in chapter thirty-seven, a transformed man; and in chapter forty- seven, a mature person. Jacob’s transformation began at the time God came into touch him (32:25), and it continued until chapter thirty-seven, when the process of transformation was relatively complete. However, in this chapter Jacob did not yet have maturity, the fullness of life. In order to gain this, he had to experience the dealings in the last stage, the dealings at Hebron.
4现在我们必须来看雅各,一个变化过的人,如何能被生命充满。人是器皿。然而,我们不像瓶罐,我们不是没有感觉。知觉或意志的器皿。你若要将瓶子装满一种液体,瓶子对这事没有意见或感觉。在装之先,你无须得著瓶子的同意。但要将一样东西放在我们这活的器皿里就很难了,因为我们满了意见、愿望和意图。作父母的知道,要叫孩子吃药是多么难。照样,神要将祂的生命放在我们里面,也不是容易的事。现在我要指出本书一件隐藏的事。雅各末后阶段的第一个对付是失去约瑟。约瑟被卖的时候是十七岁,(创三七2,)站在法老面前的时候是三十岁。(创四一46。)接著,有七个丰年。也许在丰年之后一、二年,雅各打发他的儿子们去埃及籴粮。所以,从约瑟被卖到雅各打发他的儿子们去埃及,至少有二十年的时间。圣经没有记载雅各在这些年间所作的,只记载约瑟所经历的。就雅各的记载而论,这二十年乃是沉默的时期。你想雅各在这段时期在作甚么?倘若你是雅各,你会作甚么?我一直思索这件事,我想我发现了一些东西。在这些年间,雅各无事可作。他没有缺乏,也没有雄心。原先,雅各只在意拉结,不在意利亚和两个使女。拉结死后,雅各把心放在约瑟身上,但是约过一年,约瑟从他那里被取去了。等到约瑟被取去,雅各实际上一无所剩。所以,在那些沉默的年间,他是一个毫无野心、兴趣,也无事可作的人。这必是神将祂自己多而又多的分赐到雅各里面的时候。这二十年与他在拉班那里的二十年,是何等的不同!在与拉班一起的那二十年间,(创三一41,)雅各是挣扎著对抗拉班,并且为著对待拉结、利亚、两个使女、和他所有的孩子而操心。但在希伯仑这二十年,雅各从一切辖制或霸占中得著了释放。他不但退休了,他也自由了。
4Now we must consider how Jacob, a transformed person, could be filled with life. Human beings are vessels. However, unlike jars and bottles, we are not vessels without feeling, sense, or will. If you want to fill a bottle with a certain liquid, the bottle has no opinion or feeling about it. There is no need to have the consent of the bottle before we fill it. But it is difficult to put something in us living vessels because we are filled with opinions, desires, and intentions. Parents know how difficult it is to put medicine into their children. Likewise, it is not an easy matter for God to put His life into us. Now I want to point out a hidden matter in this book. Jacob’s first dealing in the last stage was the loss of Joseph. Joseph was seventeen years old when he was sold (37:2), and he was thirty years old when he stood before Pharaoh (41:46). Following this, there were the seven plenteous years. It was probably one or two years later that Jacob sent his sons to Egypt to buy grain. Therefore, from the selling of Joseph to the sending of Jacob’ss ons to Egypt was a period of at least twenty years. The Bible does not afford us any record of what Jacob did during these years. It only gives us an account of what Joseph experienced. As far as the record of Jacob is concerned, this period of twenty years was a time of silence. What do you think Jacob was doing during this time? If you had been Jacob, what would you have done? I have considered this matter very much, and I think I have discovered something. During these years Jacob had nothing to do. He had no lack and he had no ambition. Jacob had cared only for Rachel, not for Leah and the two maids. After Rachel died, Jacob’she art was set on Joseph, who was taken away from him about a year later. After Joseph was taken away, Jacob had virtually nothing left. Therefore, during these silent years he was a person without any ambitions, interests, or things to do. This must have been the time God imparted Himself into Jacob more and more. How different were these twenty years from the twenty years with Laban! During the twenty years with Laban (31:41), Jacob had struggled against Laban and had been concerned about dealing with Rachel, Leah, the maids, and all his children. But in these twenty years at Hebron Jacob was released from any bondage or occupation. He was not only retired—he was free.
5惟一不能从雅各取去的,就是神的同在。雅各在希伯仑,一直活在与神的交通中。藉著失去约瑟;雅各成了一个完全向神敞开的瓶子。约瑟的同在也许是雅各向神敞开的拦阻。但现在失去约瑟以后,雅各脱去了一切的阻挠,完全向主敞开。毫无疑问,雅各天天想念约瑟。他推测约瑟已经被恶兽吞吃了,但这事没有得著证实。因此,雅各也许认为他会再见到约瑟。这迫使雅各到神面前,向神敞开。他越想念约瑟,就越敞开。在那些年间,雅各是个向天敞开的瓶子,让属天的雨水不断的降到他里面。在那段时间,雅各天天在神面前,被神的生命充满。
5The only thing that could not be taken away from Jacob was God’s presence. At Hebron Jacob constantly lived in fellowship with God. Through the loss of Joseph, Jacob became a jar that was absolutely open to God. Joseph’s presence might have been a hindrance to Jacob’so pen ness to God. But now, after the loss of Joseph, Jacob was free from every frustration and was completely open to the Lord. Undoubtedly, Jacob thought about Joseph day after day. He had concluded that Joseph had been devoured by an evil beast, but this had not been confirmed. Hence, Jacob might have thought that perhaps he would see Joseph again. This pressed Jacob to God and opened him up to God. The more he thought about Joseph, the more open he was. During all these years, Jacob was a jar open to the heavens, and the heavenly rain was continuously falling into him. In this period of time Jacob was daily in the presence of God, being filled with the divine life
《二》雅各为饥荒所袭
2) Jacob Being Stricken with Famine
6突然间,有饥荒来袭,雅各无法控制,因为『迦南地也有饥荒。』(创四二5。)神用这次饥荒对付雅各,并高举约瑟。我们已经看见,在失去约瑟和饥荒来临的二十年间,雅各无事可作。他也许觉得他的一生结束了,就等著归到他的本民那里,那就是死。他从来没有想到要去埃及,另有一个新起头。当然,他更从来没有想到约瑟会在那里等他。雅各也许会想:『甚么新事会发生在我身上?我已经老了,我有过四个妻子,且有许多孩子和孙子。我的一生就要结束了。』然而,当他这样想的时候,神的手忽然临到,雅各就为饥荒所袭。这次严重的饥荒,对雅各全人必是很大的功课!在饥荒来袭以前,他平平安安,一无所缺。但忽然粮食没有了。身为这样一个大家庭的家长,他必然思虑在饥荒中该怎么办。神用这次饥荒压榨雅各。
6Suddenly, beyond Jacob’s control, he was struck with famine, for “the famine was in the land of Canaan” (42:5). God used this famine to deal with Jacob and to lift up Joseph. We have seen that in the twenty years between the loss of Joseph and the coming of this famine, Jacob had nothing to do. He probably felt that his life was over and that he was waiting to go to his people, that is, to die. He never thought that he would go to Egypt to have another new beginning. Of course, he never considered that Joseph would be there waiting for him. Jacob might have thought, “What new thing can happen to me? I am old, I have had four wives, and I have many children and grandchildren. My life is over.” But as he was thinking this, God’s hand suddenly came upon him, and Jacob was stricken by famine. What an exercise this severe famine must have been to Jacob’sent ire being! Before the famine struck, he was at peace; he was not short of anything. But suddenly there was no food. As the head of such a large family, he was certainly exercised about what to do in the midst of this famine. God used it to press Jacob.
7神也用这次饥荒高举约瑟。对约瑟而言,饥荒是一件大事。若是在七个丰年以后没有饥荒,法老必会对约瑟说,『约瑟,你给我解梦的时候愚弄了我。在七个丰年之后,饥荒并没有来。』但饥荒真的来了,这是约瑟的能力和权柄。七个丰年是法老的梦的局部应验,但还没有完全证实约瑟对那梦的解释。法老也许等著要看七个丰年之后,会发生甚么事。若是饥荒没有来,他可能会处死约瑟。因此,约瑟要得高举,需要七个荒年。这饥荒是约瑟的荣耀。神用饥荒给他加冠。约瑟的掌权乃是千年国的豫表,豫表神在地上的属天管治。
7God also used this famine to uplift Joseph. To Joseph, the famine was a great thing. If there had been no famine after the seven plenteous years, Pharaoh would have said to Joseph, “Joseph, you have fooled me in interpreting my dream. After the seven years of plenty, the famine has not come.” But the famine did come, and it was Joseph’s power and authority. The seven years of plenty were a partial fulfillment of Pharaoh’s dream, but Joseph’s interpretation of that dream had not been completely confirmed. Pharaoh was probably waiting to see what would happen after the seven years of plenty. If the famine had not come, he might have executed Joseph. Thus, Joseph needed the seven years of famine in order to be uplifted. This famine was Joseph’s glory. God used it to crown him. Joseph’s reign was a type of the millennium, of God’she aven ly reign over the earth
《三》雅各被迫打发儿子们去埃及籴粮
3) Jacob Being Forced to Send His Sons to Egypt to Buy Grain
8因著饥荒,雅各被迫打发十个儿子去埃及籴粮。(创四二1~3。)他已经失去了约瑟,现在他必须从剩余的十一个儿子中,打发十个去。在古时,从希伯仑到埃及是很长的路程,走这段距离约需八至十天。十个儿子离开,前往埃及以后,只有最小的便雅悯同雅各在一起;便雅悯那时才二十出头。那十个儿子约需离开雅各一个月。这段时间对这老人是很大的功课。他也许会想:『现在我的十个儿子走了,我不知道他们会遭遇甚么。他们会平安回来么?他们能买到粮食带回家么?』这对雅各是怎样的功课!这种对付不是为著雅各的变化,乃是为著他的成熟。神用这种对付,将神生命的元素充满雅各。
8Because of the famine, Jacob was forced to send his ten sons to Egypt to buy grain (42:1-3). He had lost Joseph, and now he had to send away ten of his remaining eleven sons. In ancient times it was a long journey from Hebron to Egypt; it took about eight to ten days to travel this distance. After the ten sons had left for Egypt, only the youngest, Benjamin, who was in his early twenties, remained with Jacob. The ten sons must have been away from Jacob for nearly a month. This period of time was a great exercise to this old man. He might have thought, “Now my ten sons are gone. I wonder what will happen to them. Will they return safely? Will they be able to buy food and bring it home with them?” What an exercise this was to Jacob! This dealing was not for Jacob’s transformation; it was for his maturity. God used it to fill Jacob with the very element of the divine life
《四》雅各的第二个儿子西缅被留在埃及
4) Jacob’s Second Son, Simeon, Being Detained in Egypt
9雅各的儿子们从埃及带著粮食回来的时候,雅各得知西缅被留在埃及了。(创四二24,36。)这对雅各又是一种苦难和功课。我们从约瑟的一面,掌权的一面,再来看这几章时,会看见约瑟何等有智慧。他没有把钱留下,却把钱放在口袋里。(创四二。)他们中间有一个人发现自己的钱被放在口袋里,便告诉弟兄们;『他们就提心吊胆,战战兢兢的彼此说,这是神向我们作甚么呢?』(创四二。)他们回到家里,发现『各人的银包都在口袋里。』他们,包括雅各在内。就都害怕。(创四二35。)雅各似乎会说,『甚么?我的一个儿子被扣留了,你们把粮食带回来,钱却在你们的口袋里。假定我们把粮食吃完,而饥荒还继续著,那时我们怎么办?我们必须去埃及买更多的粮食。但我们怎么处理这钱呢?』雅各也得知便雅悯必须去埃及的坏消息。他听见这事以后,说,『你们使我丧失我的儿子;约瑟没有了,西缅也没有了,你们又要将便雅悯带去,这些事都归到我身上了。』(创四二36。)流便应许将便雅悯带回来交给雅各,雅各却不听他,说,『我的儿子不可与你们一同下去;他哥哥死了,只剩下他。』(创四二38。)
9When Jacob’s sons returned from Egypt with the grain, Jacob learned that Simeon had been detained in Egypt (42:24, 36). This also was a suffering and an exercise to him. When we consider these chapters again on Joseph’ss i de, the reigning side, we shall see how wise Joseph was. He did not keep the money, but rather had it put into the bags of grain (42:25). When one of them discovered that his money had 25 been put in the mouth of his sack, he told his brothers about it, “and their heart failed them, and they were afraid, saying one to another, What is this that God hath done unto us?” (42:28). When they returned 28 home and discovered “every man’s bundle of money was in his sack,” they all, including Jacob, were afraid (42:35). Jacob seemed to say, “What is this? One of my sons has been detained, and you have brought back the grain, but the money is in your sacks. Suppose we finish this grain, and the famine continues. What shall we do then? We will have to go back to Egypt to buy more grain. But what shall we do with this money?” Jacob also learned the sad news that Benjamin had to go to Egypt. After he heard this, he said, “Me have ye bereaved of my children: Joseph is not, and Simeon is not, and ye will take Benjamin away: all these things are against me” (42:36). Although Reuben promised to bring Benjamin back to Jacob, Jacob did not listen to him. Rather, he said, “My son shall not go down with you; for his brother is dead, and he is left alone” (42:38).
《五》饥荒甚大
(5) The Famine Becoming Severe
10创世记四十三章一、二节说,『那地的饥荒甚大。他们从埃及带来的粮食吃尽了,他们的父亲就对他们说,你们再去给我籴些粮来。』到这时犹大就题醒雅各,他们若要再去埃及籴粮,我必须把便雅悯带去。由于饥荒甚大,雅各只好打发他最小的儿子同他哥哥们去埃及籴粮。(创四二4,36,四三1~15。)这对雅各是何等的苦难!神在倒空这瓶子,从他取去一切。便雅悯同他哥哥们去埃及以后,留下雅各一人,没有儿子。约瑟已经被取去,西缅已经被留在埃及,现在其余的人也都下埃及去了。也许那天晚上雅各说,『我剩下甚么?我十二个儿子都走了,我不知道他们会遭遇甚么。第一次我的一个儿子被留下了,第二次我不清楚会有几个被留下。』这对雅各是很大的苦难,但这里主要的点不是他的苦难,乃是他被神倒空的事实。神取去了先前充满他的一切,现
10Genesis 43:1 and 2 say, “And the famine was severe in the land. And it came to pass, when they had eaten up the grain which they had brought out of Egypt, their father said unto them, Go again, buy us a little food” (Heb.). At this point Judah reminded Jacob that in order to buy food again in Egypt, they had to take Benjamin with them. Thus, due to the severity of the famine, Jacob was forced to send his youngest son with his brothers to Egypt to buy grain (42:4, 36; 43:1-15). What a suffering this was to Jacob! God was emptying this jar, taking everything away from him. After Benjamin went with his brothers to Egypt, Jacob was left alone without any of his sons. Joseph had been taken away, Simeon had been detained in Egypt, and now all the others had also gone down to Egypt. Perhaps that night Jacob said, “What do I have left? All my twelve sons are gone, and I don’t know what will happen to them. On the first trip one of my sons was detained. I cannot say how many will be detained the second time.” Although this was a great suffering to Jacob, the main point here is not his suffering—it is the fact that he was being emptied out by God. God took away everything that had previously filled him, and now Jacob was completely empty. But, as we shall see,
11在雅各完全空了。但我们会看见,
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12在雅各得著约瑟的好消息那天,他完全被生命的丰满充满了。
12on the day Jacob received the good news about Joseph, he was completely filled with the fullness of life.
13神已经取去了拉结、约瑟、西缅,最终取去了所剩下的十个儿子,包括便雅悯在内。当便雅悯同他哥哥们在埃及与约瑟和好时,约瑟非常喜乐。然而,雅各独自在家里,为主所倒空。一个晚上又一个晚上,雅各也许深深觉得,他是一个虚空的器皿。从前充满他的一切,都已经被取去了。这完全是主的主宰。主在豫备他,叫他被神的生命充满。现在我们要从约瑟的观点来看这情况。约瑟对待他兄弟的作法,也是主的主宰。约瑟留下西缅,然后将所有的钱袋归还其他的人。(创四二24~25。)约瑟留下西缅的目的是甚么?为甚么他不留下其他的弟兄?我相信西缅是领头谋害约瑟的人。西缅很残忍。他和利未杀了哈抹和示剑,并且毁了他们的城。(创三四25~29。)在四十九章五节雅各说,『西缅和利未是弟兄,他们的刀剑是残忍的器具。』我也相信是西缅领头题议杀约瑟。虽然约瑟的哥哥们不认识约瑟,约瑟对他们却非常清楚。他第一次看见他们,就为难他们,要摸他们的良心。他们彼此说,『我们在兄弟身上实在有罪,他哀求我们的时候,我们见他心里的愁苦,却不肯听,所以这场苦难临到我们身上。』(创四二21。)然后约瑟『从他们中间挑出西缅来,在他们眼前把他捆绑。』(创四二24。)这必使西缅想起他对约瑟所作的。在西缅被监禁的期间,他也许会想:『为甚么我是惟一被留下的?哦,我真不该对约瑟那样作。』约瑟对西缅所作的,的确是主的主宰。甚至当约瑟的兄弟们第二次来到埃及,约瑟也没有立刻向他们表明自己。倘若我是他,我会说,『我是约瑟。何等美好,你们带著我的弟弟便雅悯回来了。请回家去,将我的事告诉父亲。』约瑟没有这样作,他为他的兄弟们豫备了筵席。(创四三。)这使他们希奇,也使他们害怕。筵席过后,约瑟吩咐人把粮食装满他兄弟们的口袋,把他们的钱放在口袋里,并将他的银杯放在那少年人的口袋里。当然,约瑟的兄弟们必定很高兴的离开埃及。但约瑟的家宰追上他们,责备他们偷了他主人的杯。当那杯在便雅悯的口袋里找著时,那些兄弟们『撕裂衣服,』回城去了。(创四四13。)他们必定吓坏了。然而,约瑟不是在惩罚他们,乃是在摸他们的良心。等过了这一切,约瑟才向他的兄弟们表明自己。
13God had taken away Rachel, Joseph, Simeon, and finally all the remaining ten sons, including Benjamin. When Benjamin was with his brothers in Egypt being reconciled to Joseph, Joseph was very happy. Jacob, however, was at home alone, being emptied out by the Lord. Night after night Jacob probably had the deep sense that he was an empty vessel. Everything that had once filled him had been taken away. This was altogether sovereign of the Lord. The Lord was preparing him to be filled with the divine life. Let us now consider the situation from Joseph’s point of view. The way Joseph dealt with his brothers was also sovereign of the Lord. Joseph detained Simeon and then had all the moneybags returned to the others (42:24-25). What was Joseph’s purpose in detaining Simeon? Why did he not detain one of the other brothers? I believe that Simeon was the leader of the conspiracy against Joseph. Simeon was cruel. He and Levi had killed Hamor and Shechem and destroyed their city (34:25-29). In 49:5 Jacob said, “Simeon and Levi are brethren; their swords are weapons of violence” (Heb.). I also believe that Simeon took the lead in proposing that Joseph be killed. Although Joseph’s brothers did not recognize him, he was very clear about them. When he first saw them, he gave them a difficult time in order to touch their conscience. They said to one another, “We are verily guilty concerning our brother, in that we saw the anguish of his soul, when he besought us, and we would not hear; therefore is this distress come upon us” (42:21). Then Joseph “took from them Simeon, and bound him before their eyes” (42:24). This must have caused Simeon to consider what he had done to Joseph. During his imprisonment, Simeon might have thought, “Why am I the only one being detained? Oh, I never should have done that to Joseph.” What Joseph did to Simeon was truly sovereign of the Lord. Not even when the brothers came to Egypt the second time did Joseph reveal himself to them immediately. If I had been he, I would have said, “I am Joseph. How good it is that you have come back with Benjamin, my brother. Please return home and tell my father about me.” Instead of doing this, Joseph had a feast prepared for his brothers (43:16). This surprised them and caused them to be afraid. After the feast, 16 Joseph commanded that his brothers’ sacks be filled with food, that their money be put in the mouth of the sacks, and that his silver cup be placed in the sack of the youngest. Surely Joseph’s brothers must have been happy to leave Egypt. But Joseph’s steward overtook them and accused them of stealing his master’s cup. When the cup was found in Benjamin’s sack, the brothers “rent their clothes” and returned to the city (44:13). They must have been terrified. Joseph, however, was not punishing them; he was touching their conscience. It was only after all this that Joseph made himself known to his brothers.
14神的主宰不允许将约瑟的好消息早早传到雅各那里。当约瑟和他的兄弟们在埃及一同快乐的时候,雅各正在迦南受苦,等候他的儿子们回来。雅各的儿子们留在埃及越久,他越受苦。但雅各越受苦,对他越有益。雅各久候儿子们回来,实在是一个试炼。这是在神主宰的手下,为著延长雅各的苦难,使他倒空一切。当好消息临到雅各时,他已经完全空了。我们先入的东西拦阻生命的长大。由于这些先入的东西,在我们这人里面并没有多少地位来为著神的生命。但是当雅各听见约瑟在埃及的消息时,他已经倒空了一切先入的东西。没有甚么霸占他里面的人。拉结已经死了,十二个儿子已经走了,雅各已经完全被倒空了。他是这样的虚空,当好消息来的时候,他并不因此兴奋。事实上,他的心甚至相当冰凉。(创四五26。)当约瑟的消息来的时候,雅各不仅被变化了,并且完全为神的生命所充满。他已经成熟了。雅各的历史也必须成为我们的传记。我们必须相信,我们日常生活中的每件事,都在神主宰的手下。雅各所遭遇的每件事,都是为著他的变化和成熟。雅各要被变化,必须被压到环境里,叫他无可选择,只得经历改变。我们和雅各一样,在被改变之后,神要主宰的用人、事、物倒空所充满我们的一切,除去我们先入的一切东西,使我们的度量增加,好被神充满。
14God sovereignly did not allow the good news about Joseph to reach Jacob at an early date. As Joseph and his brothers were happy together in Egypt, Jacob was suffering in Canaan, waiting for his sons to return. The longer Jacob’ss ons remained in Egypt, the more he suffered. But the more Jacob suffered, the better it was for him. Jacob’s long wait for the return of his sons was surely a trial. This was under the sovereign hand of God to prolong Jacob’s suffering that he might be emptied of everything. When the good news came to Jacob, he was absolutely empty. Our preoccupations frustrate the growth of life. Due to these preoccupations, there is not much room in our being for the divine life. But when Jacob heard the news about Joseph in Egypt, he had been emptied of every preoccupation. Nothing was occupying his inner being. Rachel had died, his twelve sons had gone away, and Jacob had been utterly emptied out. He was so empty that when the good news came, he was not excited by it. In fact, his heart was even rather cold (45:26, Heb.). When the news came regarding Joseph, Jacob had not only been transformed; he was completely filled with the divine life. He had become mature. Jacob’s history must also become our biography. We must believe that everything in our daily life is under God’ss ove reign hand. Everything that happened to Jacob was for his transformation and maturity. In order to be transformed, Jacob had to be pressed into situations that gave him no choice except to undergo a change. Like Jacob, after we have been changed, God will sovereignly use persons, things, and events to empty us of everything that has filled us and to take away every preoccupation so that we may have an increased capacity to be filled with God
15我们若是一而再的来读创世记,会看见雅各经历的主要两面,乃是变化和成熟。这不仅仅是蒙拣选、被呼召、得救、重生的问题。我们还需要变化的过程和成熟的过程。然而,很少基督徒留意这些事。因这缘故,神的经纶在祂儿女中间受到了拦阻。因为在神子民中间缺少变化和成熟,所以我们还看不见神永远目的的达成。但如今在主的恢复里正补上这缺欠。今天主的恢复乃是恢复基督作生命,召会作生活。在要来的日子里,在主恢复里的许多圣徒要被变化。甚至现在,有些人就在成熟的过程中。主正在我们中间,在我们身上,并在我们里面作工,好变化我们,并使我们成熟。
15If we read the book of Genesis again and again, we shall see that the two main aspects of Jacob’s experience are transformation and maturity. It is not simply a matter of being chosen, called, saved, and regenerated. We still need the process of transformation and the process of maturity. However, few Christians pay attention to these matters. For this reason, God’s economy has been frustrated among His children. Because there is such a lack of transformation and maturity among God’s people, we have not yet seen the accomplishment of His eternal purpose. But this lack is now being made up in the Lord’s recovery, which today is the recovery of Christ as life and of the church as our living. In the coming days many saints in the Lord’s recovery will be transformed. Even now, some are in the process of maturity. The Lord is working among us, on us, and in us to transform us and to cause us to mature.
16我年轻的时候,读过好些关于胜过罪的书,但我从未读到关于变化的书。今天对我们而言,不仅是胜过罪的问题。即使你胜过了每一个罪,你还需要被变化。我们若没有被变化,胜过罪对于神的经纶就没有多少意义。为著神的经纶,我们不仅仅需要胜过罪,也需要全人被变化,以及神生命的丰满。神关心变化和成熟。这是祂今天的需要。随著成熟,也有掌权的一面。成熟的生命成了掌权的生命。我们已经指出,不该把雅各和约瑟看作两个分开的人,乃该把他们看作一个有丰满之经历的完整人的两面。我们都该有成熟的一面和掌权的一面。事实上,在埃及掌权的不是约瑟,乃是雅各,以色列。倘若你问一个埃及人,谁在统治他们?他会说,是一个希伯来人,一个以色列人在统治。以色列在埃及掌权,因为以色列在生命上已经成熟了。惟有成熟的生命,才能为神所用来为著祂的国,为著祂的掌权。从雅各的经历我们看见,我们所遭遇的每件事,都在神的主宰之下,叫我们被变化,得成熟。没有一件事是偶然的。神永远的目的,只能藉著我们的变化和成熟来达成。雅各的经历是这事的绝佳例证。
16When I was young, I read a number of books about overcoming sin, but I did not read one book about transformation. With us today it is not simply a matter of overcoming sin. Even if you overcome every sin, you still need to be transformed. If we are not transformed, the overcoming of sin does not mean very much for God’secon o my. For God’secon o my we do not merely need the overcoming of sin; we also need the transformation of our being and the fullness of His life. God is concerned about transformation and maturity. This is His need today. Along with maturity, we also have the aspect of reigning. The mature life becomes the reigning life. We have pointed out that Jacob and Joseph should not be considered as two separate persons, but as two aspects of a complete person who has the fullness of experience. We all should have the aspect of maturity and the aspect of reigning. Actually, it was not Joseph who was reigning in Egypt—it was Jacob, Israel. If you could have asked an Egyptian who was reigning over him, he would have said that a Hebrew, an Israelite, was reigning. Israel was reigning in Egypt because Israel had matured in life. Only a matured life can be used by God for His kingdom, for His reigning. From Jacob’s experience we see that everything that happens to us is under God’s sovereignty for our transformation and maturity. Nothing is accidental. God’s eternal purpose can only be accomplished through our transformation and maturity. Jacob’s experience is an excellent illustration of this
(b)雅各的反应
b) Jacob’s Reaction
17雅各对于末后阶段这一切叫他成熟的对付,实际上没有甚么反应。他不再有自己的活动。他毫无挣扎,完全顺从环境。一切的情况发生时,他都接受。(创四三11,13。)对于他可能失去儿子,他说,『我若丧了儿子,就丧了罢。』(创四三14。)这是何等的顺从!
17Jacob actually did not react to all these dealings in the last stage for his maturity. He no longer had his own activity. Rather, without any struggle, he absolutely submitted to his circumstances. He took all the situations as they happened (43:11, 13). Concerning the probable loss of his sons, he said, “If I be bereaved of my children, I am bereaved” (43:14). What submission this was!
18雅各在早期总是信靠自己的技巧和本能。然而经过了末后阶段的对付之后,他不再信靠自己,乃是信靠神。雅各已经认识神的怜悯。经过了他一生的经历,他终于领悟在他的处境中,算得数的乃是神的怜悯,不是他的技巧和本能。他也学知这位怜悯的神不仅是全能的,也是全足的,能在每一种情况中应付他的需要。因此,雅各对他的儿子们说,『但愿全足的神使你们在那人面前蒙怜悯。』(创四三14,另译。),现在他的信靠和安息完全在于全足之神的怜悯,不在于他自己和他的能力。在这里我们看见一个完全被变化而成熟的人。
18In his early days Jacob always trusted in his own skill and ability. However, after the dealings in the last stage, his trust was no longer in himself, but in God. Jacob had come to know God’s mercy. In his experiences through all his life, he eventually realized that it was God’s mercy, not his skill and ability, that had counted in his situations. And he had also learned that this merciful God is all-sufficient, not only almighty, to meet his needs in every kind of situation. Hence, Jacob said to his sons, “God all- sufficient give you mercy before the man” (43:14, Heb.). Now his trust and rest are altogether in the mercy of his all-sufficient God, no longer in himself and in his ability. Here we see a man who has been fully transformed for maturity