15当我被入侵的日本军队监禁时,没有像大卫一样求神判断我,看我按纯全而行,或察验我,因为我按祂的真理行事。(诗二六1~3。)反之,我每天向祂承认我的罪、缺点、错误和短处。我们该告诉主:『主,我只配死。但感谢你,你已将我钉在十字架上,在受浸时我已埋葬。现在活著的不该是我,乃是你在我里面活著。』这种照著新约启示的发表,和大卫在诗篇二十六篇的发表,二者有何等大的不同!有谁敢祷告:『神,来判断我,察验我,试炼我,并熬炼我』?我们配给神判断么?我们里面有短处、缺点、错误、亏欠、过犯、罪愆、邪恶、罪孽、罪、罪行和玷污。许多时候,我们里面对别人的态度不正确;为这缘故,我每天都必须向主认罪。甚至我在聚会中说话以前,也经常祷告:『主,赦免我们,用你的宝血洁净我们。』我若没有承认我的罪和玷污,我就无法以清洁的良心,带著刚强的灵,为主说话。一基于他按纯全并真理而行,
15When I was imprisoned by the invading Japanese army, I did not ask God, as David did, to judge me to see that I had walked in integrity or to examine me because I conducted myself in His truth (Psa. 26:1-3). Instead, I confessed my sins, shortcomings, wrongdoings, and defects to Him every day. We should tell the Lord, “Lord, I am good for nothing but death. But thank You that You have crucified me on the cross, and in baptism I have been buried. Now it should not be I who live, but You who live in me.” What a great difference there is between this expression according to the revelation of the New Testament and David’sex press i on sin Psalm 26! Who dares to pray, “God, come and judge me, examine me, try me, and test me”? Are we worthy for God to try us? Within us are defects, shortcomings, wrongdoings, offenses, transgressions, trespasses, evils, iniquity, sin, sins, and defilement. Many times we are not right in our inward attitude toward others. For this reason, each day I have to make confession to the Lord. Even before I speak in the meeting, I frequently pray, “Lord, forgive us and cleanse us with Your precious blood.” If I do not confess my sins and my defilement, I cannot have a pure conscience with a strong spirit to speak for the Lord. A. Standing on His Walk in Integrity and in Truth