14今天在召会生活中,也有许多的『扫罗』。当别人得称赞,而我们没有得称赞时,我们可能会妒忌他们。例如你在聚会中分享,没有多少人说阿们;别人分享,却得著许多阿们。你可能对自己说,『为甚么这么多人对他说阿们,却很少人对我说阿们?』你若这样想,就是今天的扫罗。再举一个设立长老的事为例,来描绘召会生活中的扫罗。我们在设立长老时,必须公平、纯净,不耍政治。假设在一个召会里有五位弟兄领头,但是没有人被正式设立为长老。后来只有三位弟兄被设立。其余两位都是非常好的弟兄,但他们没有能力作长老。这二人可能会被绊跌,不明白为甚么那三人被设立为长老,他们却没有被设立。这两位弟兄可能会说,『我们五个人一直一同劳苦来照顾召会,但我们两个却被撇在一边。为甚么那三人被设立为长老,我们却没被设立?』这两位弟兄需要接受恩典,才能将他们的肉体摆在十字架上。否则,他们就会对召会冷淡退后,不再忠信的持守召会生活。召会生活的难处,都与肉体有关。在召会生活中,一切肉体都该消除。加拉太五章十七节说,『肉体纵任贪欲,抵抗那灵,那灵也抵抗肉体。』在全宇宙中,只有一个争战,就是人与神之间的争战;那与神争战的人就是肉体。肉体乃是与作为那灵的神争战;而这位神,就是那灵,也与我们的肉体争战。我们的肉体是神真正的仇敌。5然而,加拉太五章不只说到这争战,也说,『但那属基督耶稣的人,是已经把肉体连肉体的邪情私欲,都钉了十字架。』(24。)基督已经将肉体钉在十字架上;现今我们必须把这钉死应用到自己身上。
14There are many “Sauls” in the church life today. We may become envious when others are approved and we are not. For example, suppose you share in a meeting and hardly anyone says amen. Then someone else shares, and he receives many amens. You may say to yourself, “Why were so many amens spoken to him and so few to me?” If you say this, you are today’sS a ul. Let us take as another illustration of the Sauls in the church life the matter of appointing elders. In appointing elders we must be fair and pure, and we must not be political. Suppose that in a particular church five brothers are taking the lead, but thus far no one has been officially appointed to be an elder. Eventually, only three of these brothers are appointed. The other two are very good brothers, but they do not have the capacity to be elders. These two may be stumbled and wonder why the other three were appointed to be elders and they were not. These two brothers might say, “The five of us have been laboring together to take care of the church, but we two have been set aside. Why were the others appointed to be elders and we were not?” These brothers need to receive grace in order to put their flesh on the cross. Otherwise, they may become cold to the church and withdraw, no longer continuing faithfully in the church life. The hardships in the church life are related to the flesh. All the flesh in the church life needs to be diminished. Galatians 5:17 says, “The flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh.” In the whole universe there is only one war — the war between man and God. The man warring against God is the flesh. The flesh wars against God as the Spirit, and God who is the Spirit is warring against our flesh. Our flesh is the real enemy of God. However, Galatians not only speaks of this war but also says, “They who are of Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and its lusts” (v. 24). Christ has crucified the flesh, and now we must apply this to ourselves.