10四十多年前,在我的家乡兴起了教会。我在一家大公司,工作非常忙碌。教会的事务也需要我许多时间。我每周至少四次必须在教会的聚会中说话。主的祝福在我们身上,圣徒人数不断加增。我越过越有负担要放下工作,全时间事奉主。经过几个月,我为这事一再到主面前去,但是无法解决。因主不让我过去,我吃不好也睡不好。最后我到了不能往前的地步,直到这件事得著了解决。有一天晚上当我与主办交涉时,祂题醒我曾答应要全时间事奉主。我对祂说,我是在有妻子、儿女以前答应的。现在我很担心,如果我辞掉工作事奉主,我的家庭如何能维持。在那以前,我已知道关乎神供给的应许。我知道我们若求神的国和神的义,凡我们所需要的都要加给我们。然而,我不认识神是成就应许的神。那天晚上主不仅向我启示祂的话,更启示祂自己是那位成就应许者。然后主给我一个最后通牒─拣选祂或放弃祂。当我起来时,我含著泪说:『主,我拣选你。』当我站起来时,里面知道问题已经解决了。从那时直到如今,主对我真是成就应许的神。我一再地经历祂作那位『我是』。因祂是那位『我是』,耶和华从不误事。祂永远长存,祂今是,以后永是。从我多年的经历中,我能见证神是。阿利路亚!我们不仅能认识祂是全丰的神,更能认识祂是那位『我是』。青年人,我在本篇信息中的负担特别是为著你们的。我感谢主,你们忠于主的恢复。但我知道在你们前面还有一段漫长的路程,并且有许多试炼和试验等著你们。我要向你们作见证,你们所事奉的神不仅是以利沙代,更是耶和华。祂不仅是全丰者和应许者,更是永存者和成就者。因为祂是那『我是』,祂必成就祂所应许的一切。我也许不能遵守我的话,因为我会去世。但因耶和华永远长存,而且祂是『是』动词的实际,凡祂所说的祂必成就。当你遭遇试验、试炼,和难处时,你应当说:『主,你是。我的问题会过去,但是主,你永远长存。』法老比以色列人更有权势。然而,过些时候,法老就成为无有。他只能暂时抵挡主。当法老过去以后,耶和华仍然存在。
10More than forty years ago, the church was raised up in my home town. I was very busy with my job in a large corporation. Also, the church affairs required a great deal of my time. It was necessary for me to speak in the church meetings at least four times a week. The Lord’s blessing was upon us, and the number of saints was increasing. I became more and more burdened to give up my job to serve the Lord full time. Over a period of months, I went to the Lord about this matter again and again, but I was not able to settle it. Because the Lord would not let me go, I could neither eat well nor sleep well. Eventually I reached the point where I could not go on until this issue was resolved. One night as I was dealing with the Lord, He reminded me that I had promised to serve Him full time. I told Him that I had made that promise before I had a wife and children. Now I was very concerned how I could support my family if I were to leave my job to serve the Lord. Prior to that time, I had come to know God’s promises concerning His provision. I knew that if we seek God’skin gdom and His righteousness, whatever we need will be added to us. However, I did not know God as the fulfilling God. That night not only did the Lord unveil His word to me, but He also unveiled Himself as the One who fulfills His promises. Then the Lord gave mean ultimatum—either take Him or not take Him. As I rose up from my knees, I said with tears, “Lord, I take You.” When I rose to my feet, I knew within that the matter had been settled. From that time until this present hour, the Lord has been real to me as the fulfilling God. I have experienced Him again and again as the I Am. Because He is the I Am, Jehovah never fails. He never ceases to exist; He is and He always will be. From my years of experience I can testify that God is. Hallelujah, we can know Him not only as the all-sufficient God, but also as the One who is! Young people, my burden in this message is especially for you. I am grateful to the Lord for your faithfulness to His recovery. But I realize that there is a long journey ahead of you and that many trials and tests await you. I want to testify to you that the very God whom you are serving is not only El Shaddai, but also Jehovah. He is not only the sufficient One and the promising One, but also the existing One and the fulfilling One. Because He is the One who is, He will fulfill all that He has promised. I may not be able to keep my word because I may cease to be. But because Jehovah exists eternally and because He is the reality of the verb to be, He will fulfill whatever He has spoken. When you encounter tests, trials, and difficulties, you should say, “Lord, You are. My problems will end, but You, Lord, will be forever.” Pharaoh was much more powerful than the children of Israel. Nevertheless, after a little while, Pharaoh became nothing. He could withstand the Lord only for a short period of time. After Pharaoh had ceased to be, Jehovah still was.