15你若忠心地藉著话来接触主,你也会经历主脸面的光照。你会渴望停留在这令人欢愉、喜悦的光照之下。这样的经历和享受,证明我们的神是真实的、即时的、实际的、便利的。我们所有的不仅仅是道理,更有对祂真实的享受。有些人说,他们发觉要相信神很困难;但因著我尝过祂,而且多多享受祂,我发觉要否认神存在更加困难。我作孩子的时候,我的母亲非常爱我,但她不能给我在主里所有的那种享受。惟有神自己才能给人至高的享受。我没有言语来发表享受主脸面的光照是多么美妙。经历主脸面的光照,比打开开关,经历灯光的照耀还要容易。我作孩子的时候,家里没有电灯,我们使用旧式的油灯。清理灯和添油是我的责任,但却是我非常不喜欢的工作。安装电灯的时候,我真高兴!我再也不需要清理灯、添油了。屋子里要开灯,我只需要打开开关。享受神比这个还要容易。因为我们已经蒙了重生,现在神在我们的灵里。祂是灯,而我们的灵是开关。如果我们要经历祂,并享受祂的照耀,我们只需要运用灵来打开开关。一旦神进到我们里面,祂就永不离开我们。然而,并非所有的基督徒都认识这件事实。许多年前,一个德国的布道团出版了一本论圣灵的小册子,在中国广受欢迎。这本小册子有一幅鸽子的图画,代表圣灵。根据这本小册子的图画,如果我们很好,鸽子就与我们同在。但我们若得罪了圣灵,鸽子就飞走了。起初,我很宝贵这本书,对它评价甚高。然而,倪弟兄撰文反对圣灵会离开我们的教导。圣灵的鸽子永不会飞走,祂一直与我们同在,我们不能把祂赶走;我们顶多只能使祂忧愁。用保罗的话说,我们会叫圣灵担忧。(弗四30。)如果我们不讨圣灵喜悦,祂就飞走了,那就不可能叫圣灵担忧。我们会叫祂担忧,这件事实证明祂永不离开我们。即使我们发脾气时,神也与我们同在。然而,当我们受试探,要动怒发脾气的时候,我们应当呼求主。那始终与我们同在的一位,会拯救我们脱离怒气。祂是何其真实、便利,又实际!我们这些信基督的人和古时作诗的人一样,能从经历中,而不是光从道理中,来见证主是真实的,并且我们也享受了祂。
15If you are faithful in contacting the Lord through the Word, you also will experience the shining of His countenance. Your desire will be to remain under this pleasant, delightful shining. Such an experience and enjoyment prove that our God is real, present, practical, and available. What we have is not merely doctrine, but the genuine enjoyment of Him. Some say that they find it difficult to believe in God. But because I have tasted Him and enjoyed so much of Him, I find it even more difficult to deny that God exists. When I was a child, my mother loved me very much. But she could not give me the kind of enjoyment I have in the Lord. Only God Himself affords the supreme enjoyment. I do not have the words to utter how wonderful is the enjoyment of the shining of the Lord’s countenance. To experience the shining of the Lord’s face i seven easier than to experience the shining of light by turning on the switch. When I was a child, we did not have electricity in our house. We used old - fashioned oil lamps. It was my responsibility to keep the lamps clean and supplied with oil, a task I disliked very much. How happy I was when electricity was installed! No longer did I need to clean the lamps and fill them with oil. To get light in a room, all I had to do was turn on the switch. Enjoying God is even easier than this. Because we have been regenerated, God is now in our spirit. He is the light, and our spirit is the switch. If we want to experience Him and enjoy His shining, we simply need to turn on the switch by exercising our spirit. Once God comes into us, He never leaves us. This fact, however, is not realized by all Christians. Many years ago, a certain booklet on the Spirit put out by a German mission was popular in China. In this booklet there was a picture of a dove, which represented the Spirit. According to the picture in this booklet, if we are good, the dove stays with us. But if we offend the Spirit, the dove flies away. At first, I appreciated this book and valued it highly. However, Watchman Nee wrote articles in protest to the teaching that the Holy Spirit leaves us. The dove of the Spirit never flies away. He always remains with us; we cannot chase Him away. At most, we can cause Him to be unhappy. In Paul’swords, we may grieve the Holy Spirit (Eph. 4:30). If the Spirit fled from us whenever we displeased Him, it would not be possible to grieve the Spirit. The fact that we can grieve Him proves that He never leaves us. God is with us even when we lose our temper. However, when we are tempted to be angry and lose our temper, we should call on the Lord. Then the One who is always with us will rescue us from our anger. How real, available, and practical He is! With the ancient psalmists, we who believe in Christ can testify from our experience, not from mere doctrine, that the Lord is real and that we enjoy Him.