28首先主拯救我们,然后吸引我们爱祂、取用祂、享受祂。藉著取用并享受祂作我们的燔祭,我们的罪就被暴露,看见自己不像祂那样的绝对为著神。在召会生活中,别人可能会欣赏我们,但我们里面知道我们并不好,并没有绝对为著神。我们可能爱召会,似乎为召会付出一切,但我们没有绝对为著神。我们里面仍有保留。藉著享受主作燔祭和素祭,我们就看见我们是有罪的。所以我们以祂作赎罪祭,然后以祂作赎愆祭,这就是我们在约壹一章所看见旳。我们在神圣的交通里享受三一神时,就晓得自己里面仍然有罪,外面仍然犯罪。然后我们接受宝血的洗净。这成了循环。我们越被洗净,就越进入与三一神的交通;我们越享受这交通,就越蒙光照;我们照越蒙光,照就越看见自己是有罪的,甚至就是罪的本身。我们就是藉著这个循环,蒙拯救脱离自己。实际上,我们是蒙拯救脱离罪、肉体、撒但、世界、世界的王和争权。我们越享受基督,就越少与神争权。至终,我们会把每一寸地位都让给祂。
28First, the Lord saves us, and then He attracts us to love Him, to take Him, and to enjoy Him. By taking Him and enjoying Him as the burnt offering, our sinfulness is exposed, and we see that we are not absolutely for God as He is. Others in the church life may appreciate us, but inwardly we know that we are not good, that we are not absolute for God. We may love the church and seemingly we have given everything for the church, but we are not absolute for God. There are still reservations within us. By enjoying the Lord as the burnt offering and the meal offering, we realize that we are sinful. So we take Him as the sin offering and then as the trespass offering. This is what we see in chapter one of 1 John. As we are enjoying the Triune God in the divine fellowship, we realize that we still have sin inwardly and that we have committed sins outwardly. We then receive the cleansing of the precious blood. This becomes a cycle. The more we are cleansed, the more we enter into fellowship with the Triune God; the more we enjoy this fellowship, the more we are enlightened; and the more we are enlightened, the more we realize that we are sinful, even sin itself. It is by this cycle that we are delivered and saved from our self. Actually, we are delivered and saved from sin, from the flesh, from Satan, from the world, from the prince of the world, and from the power struggle. The more we enjoy Christ, the less power struggle we will have with God. Eventually we will give every inch to Him