23『或是在肉皮上有了火伤,火伤的新肉又成了火斑,或是白中带红,或是全白,祭司就要察看,若是火斑上的毛已经变白,现象又深于皮,这便是痲疯,在火伤中发作。祭司就要定他为不洁净,那是痲疯病。』(利十三24~25。)这表征一个得救的人凭肉体行事,如发脾气、称义自己、不肯原谅别人等等,这些都是痲疯的病征。发婢气乃是罪,因此是属灵痲疯的征象。自义也是一样。称义自己,就是原谅自己,不承认自己的失败、过失和错误,也是属灵痲疯的症状。同样的,不肯原谅别人,也是属灵痲疯的症状。我们堕落的人很难原谅别人,容易记得谁得罪过自己。有时我们好像赦免了主内的弟兄姊妹,但我们赦免却没有忘记那件得罪我们的事。我们记得那件事,甚至对别人谈论到那事,却一直宣称我们已经赦免了得罪我们的一方。这是没有忘记的赦免,这是属灵痲疯的病征。在召会生活中,我们都要受到试验,好试出我们在动机、目的和行动上有多少是纯净的。召会生活要证明我们在那里,我们是甚么,以及我们是谁。我们的人、我们的心、我们的心思、我们的意图、我们的动机、我们的目的-这一切都要在召会生活中试验出来。也许我们的动机在某种程度上是洁净的,却不是绝对纯净的。在我们中间,谁能说他在动机、意图、心愿和目的上是绝对纯净的?我们没有一个人能这样说。请记得,我们生来就是不洁的,并且我们这人乃是不洁的总和。一个是不洁之总和的人,不可
23“When the flesh has in its skin a burn by fire, and the raw flesh of the burn becomes a bright spot, reddish - white or white, then the priest shall examine it. If the hair in the bright spot has turned white, and it appears deeper than the skin, it is leprosy; it has broken out in the burn. The priest shall pronounce him unclean; it is a leprous disease” (vv. 24-25). This signifies that a saved person’s acting by the flesh, for example his losing his temper, his justifying himself, and his not being willing to forgive others, is like a sign of sickness. Losing our temper is a sin; it is thus a sign of spiritual leprosy. The same is true of self-justification. Justifying ourselves, that is, excusing ourselves and not confessing our failures, mistakes, and wrongdoings, is a symptom of spiritual leprosy. Likewise, being unwilling to forgive others is also a symptom of spiritual leprosy. It is difficult for us fallen human beings to forgive others, but it is easy for us to remember those who have offended us. Sometimes we may seem to forgive our brothers and sisters in the Lord, but we forgive without forgetting the offense. We remember the offense and may even talk to others about it, all the while claiming that we have forgiven the offending party. This is forgiveness without forgetting, and it is a sign of spiritual sickness. In the church life we all are tested concerning how pure we are in our motive, purpose, and activities. The church life will prove where we are, what we are, and who we are. Our person, our heart, our mind, our emotion, our intention, our motive, our purpose — all these will be tested by the church life. Perhaps our motive is pure to a degree, but it may not be absolutely pure. Who among us can say that he is absolutely pure in motive, intention, will, and purpose? None of us can say this. Remember, we were born uncleanness, and we are a totality of uncleanness. It is impossible for one who is a totality of uncleanness to be absolutely pure in motive.