12马可八章三十四节说,『于是耶稣叫群众同祂的门徒来,对他们说,若有人要跟从我,就当否认己,背起他的十字架,并跟从我。』跟从主就是得著祂,经历祂,享受祂,有分于祂。我们若要这样得著主,经历祂,享受祂,并且有分于祂,就必须否认己。我们如果不否认己,反而保留己,主就不见了。如果我们要得著主,我们就必须被除去,必须否认己。在前面一篇信息里,主暴露我们内心的光景,我指出在七章的末了,我们对于人内里的光景还没有解决之路。到了八章,我们有了解决之路:就是我们这班堕落、有恶心的人必须得著基督。我们必须跟从祂,有分于祂,享受祂,并经历祂,祂就成为医治我们恶心的『良药』。因此,能解决我们的恶心这种光景的,就是基督自己。在马可八章,我们不仅看见基督奇妙人位的启示,也看见祂奇妙之死的启示。我们在祂的死里被钉死、了结、且废除了。所以,当我们要来有分于祂时,就必须否认己,也就是把我们自己摆在一边,忘掉自己。
12Verse 34 says, “And calling the crowd to Him with His disciples, He said to them, If anyone wants to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.” To come after the Lord is to have Him, to experience Him, to enjoy Him, and to partake of Him. If we want to gain the Lord in this way, experiencing Him, enjoying Him, and partaking of Him, we must deny ourselves. If we remain instead of denying ourselves, the Lord is gone. If we would have the Lord, then we must go, we must deny ourselves. In a previous message on the Lord’s exposing the condition of our heart, I pointed out that at the end of chapter seven we do not have the solution to man’sin ward condition. Here in chapter eight we have the solution. The solution is that, as a fallen person with an evil heart, we must have Christ. We must follow Him, partake of Him, enjoy Him, and experience Him. Then He Himself will be the “medicine” to heal our evil heart. Therefore, the solution to the condition of our evil heart is Christ Himself. In chapter eight of Mark we have a revelation not only concerning the wonderful Person of Christ, but also concerning His marvelous death. In His death we are crucified, terminated, annulled. Hence, when we come to partake of Him, we need to deny ourselves; that is, we need to put ourselves aside and forget ourselves