11在里面,召会生活是在主的同在中与主同筵的生活。(约十二2。)主来到那家,那里有祂的同在。在召会生活中,我们所需要的第一件事就是主的同在。我们所处的地位与情况必须是让主能来与我们同在的。祂的同在对召会生活非常重要,召会生活绝对有赖于主的同在。没有主的同在,召会生活就是虚空的。在里面,召会生活是个筵席。在召会生活中该一直有筵席,让主自己能享受,也能与祂子民一同享受。乃是在召会中,主才有安息、享受和满足。在这里,一直有筵席为主和祂的子民豫备,不但主自己享受,所有与祂同在的人也享受。召会是主能与祂的子民一同享受的地方,也是祂子民能享受祂同在的地方。召会是主和祂的子民聚在一起,彼此一同坐席,也彼此享受的所在。局外人是不能领会这事的。局外人不知道我们在召会生活中作甚么。二十多年前我还在台北的时候,一位丹麦籍的女传教士来和我长谈,问到召会的事。她受召会吸引,但由于谣言,还有一些问题。我对她说,『姊妹,即使我跟你谈几天,你还是不能领会我们在这里作甚么。你要领会我们在作甚么,最好的办法,也是惟一的办法,就是来这里住上两年半。在这段期间,不要上别处去,也不要作甚么工,只要日夜与姊妹们在一起,参加每个聚会。你必须参加所有的聚会-大聚会、小聚会、家聚会和会所的聚会。不要错过一次聚会。此外,你必须阅读我们所出版的一切书刊,总共有二百多种。你若住上两年半,参加所有的聚会,读完所有的书刊,我能保证你会完全清楚。亲爱的姊妹,你肯付这代价么?』她立刻回答说,『我就照你的话去作。』她将自己的家锁起来,搬进姊妹之家。她真的遵守了我的话。她别的地方都不去,只跟姊妹们在一起,参加了所有的聚会,阅读了大部分的中文书刊。在不到两年半的时间内-或许不过几个月之久-她来找我,并且说,『李弟兄,赞美主。我现在清楚我们在这里作甚么了。』她不是说『你们』在这里作甚么;乃是说『我们』在这里作甚么。她又说,『从今天起,没有任何东西会使我离开召会了。』她在那里又过了许久才回丹麦。在那里她经历了好些难处,但都没有使她离开召会。当人从外表看召会,他们看见一样东西;在他们眼中,这或许是黑色的。(喻指会幕外面的海狗皮-译注。)然而,你若进入召会里面,那就完全
11Inwardly, the church life is a life of feasting in and with the presence of the Lord (12:2). The Lord came to that house and His presence was there. In the church life, the first thing we need is the Lord’s presence. We must be a people in such a position and with such a condition that the Lord can come and be with us. His presence means very much to the church life. The church life is a life that absolutely depends upon the Lord’s presence. Without the Lord’s presence, the church life is empty. Inwardly, the church life is a feast. In the church life there should always be a feast that the Lord Himself can enjoy and that His people can enjoy with Him. It is in the church that the Lord has rest, enjoyment, and satisfaction. Here there is always a feast prepared for the Lord and His people. Not only the Lord Himself enjoys it, but all the people who are with Him enjoy it as well. The church is a place where the Lord Himself can enjoy being with His people and where His people can enjoy being with Him. The church is a place where the Lord and His people come together to feast with one another and to enjoy one another. No outsiders can understand this. No outsiders know what we are doing in the church life. More than twenty years ago, when I was still in Taipei, a Danish lady missionary came to have a long talk with me, asking about the church. She was attracted to the church but still had some problems due to the rumors. I said to her, “Sister, even if I would talk to you for days, you still could not understand what we are doing here. The best way and the only way for you to understand what we are doing is to come here and stay for two and a half years. Within this period of time, do not visit any other place and do not do any work. Simply stay with the sisters day and night and attend every meeting. You must attend all the meetings—big meetings, small meetings, home meetings, and hall meetings. Don’t miss one meeting. In addition, you must read all the books that we have put out, more than two hundred of them. If you stay two and a half years, attend all the meetings, read through all the books, I can assure you that you will be more than clear. Dear sister, will you pay the price?” Immediately she replied, “At your word I will do it.” She closed her home and moved into the sisters’ house. She truly kept my word. She did not go anywhere else. She just stayed with the sisters, attended all the meetings, and read most of the books in Chinese. In a period of time that was much shorter than two and a half years—it might have been only a few months—she came to me and said, “Brother Lee, praise the Lord. Now I am clear what we are doing here.” She did not say, “What you are doing here”; she said, “I am now clear what we are doing here.” She also said, “From today on, nothing can take me out of the church.” She remained there a good length of time and then returned to Denmark. She has passed through many hardships there, but nothing has taken her out of the church. When people look at the church outwardly, they see one thing. It may appear black in their eyes. However, when you get into the church inwardly, it is absolutely different. It is golden yellow