7在二十一章,彼得谦卑,且十分低微。无疑的,他相当灰心。所以,主来恢复他,加强他,并挽回他。主当著所有其他门徒的面,问彼得说,『你爱我比这些更深么?』这是很有意义的。主似乎是说,『西门,你忘了几天前你在所有的人面前,说即使他们弃绝我,你至死也要跟从我么?那是你的话。现在,西门,我问你,你爱我比这些更深么?』如果我是彼得,我真没有脸说甚么。彼得只回答说,『主阿,是的,你知道我爱你。』(约二一15。)彼得无法用清楚的话答覆主,因为他处在很为难的情况中。他没有说,『主,我爱你。』或『主,我不爱你。』你若是彼得,你要如何回答主?你会不会说,『主阿,是的,我爱你比这些更深』?你会不会说,『主,对不起,我不爱你』?或『主,对不起,我说了大话,却不能兑现』?彼得失去了自信,除了说『主阿,你知道我爱你』以外,甚么也说不出来。换句话说,彼得似乎说,『我不知道我到底爱不爱你。主阿,你知道。我若说我爱你,我知道这并没有甚么意义。从前,我曾告诉你我爱你,但我失败了。事实上,你曾告诉我,我会失败,并三次否认你,事情果真如此。主阿,一切都在于你。你知道-我不知道。』这里我们看见一个受过试验且破碎的人。在十六、十七节,我们看见主又问了彼得两次:『约翰的儿子西门,你爱我么?』当主第三次问他时,他深觉忧愁。有两个原因使他忧愁:第一,是主一连三次问了他这问题。倘若我一连三次问你同样的问题,你也会感到十分烦恼。彼得忧愁的第二个原因是:主藉著三次问他这问题,题醒他曾经三次否认主。当彼得否认主时,他是在烤火。(约十八25。)约翰二十一章也有火。主的行动是很有意义的;现在有火题醒彼得,主似乎说,『彼得,你记得那火么?你记得就是在火旁你否认了我么?你在那火旁否认我,我却在这火旁供应你。』这样,主使彼得想起他在那火旁所作的,并使他知道他是甚么和他在那里。彼得完全学了那功课。在全本新约圣经里,彼得最好的图画是在约翰二十一章的这一幅。我真喜欢这章中的彼得弟兄。这里,他是柔软、温和、且破碎的人,他真正学了被主试验并破碎的功课。
7In chapter twenty - one, Peter was humble and very low. Undoubtedly he was quite disappointed. Thus, the Lord came in to recover, strengthen, and restore him. It is quite meaningful that, in front of all the other disciples, the Lord asked Peter, “Do you love Me more than these?” The Lord seemed to be saying, “Simon, have you forgotten that a few days ago you said, in the presence of all the others, that although they would forsake Me, you would follow Me to death? That was your word. Now, Simon, I ask you if you love Me more than these do?” If I had been Peter, I would not have had the face to say anything. Peter simply replied, “Yes, Lord, You know that I love You” (v. 15). Peter could not answer the Lord with a clear word, for he was in a very perplexing situation. He did not say, “Lord, I love You,” or, “Lord, I don’t love You.” How would you have answered the Lord if you had been Peter? Would you have said, “Yes, Lord, I love You more than all of these”? Would you have said, “Lord, I’m sorry I don’t love You,” or, “Lord, I’m sorry that I boasted and was unable to fulfill it”? Peter had lost his self-confidence and could say nothing except, “Lord, You know that I love You.” In other words, Peter seemed to be saying, “I don’t know whether I love You or not. Lord, You know. If I say that I love You, I know that this does not mean anything. Formerly, I told You that I loved You, but I failed. In fact, You told me that I would fail and deny You three times, and it was so. Now, Lord, it is up to You. You know—I don’t.” Here we see a man who had become a tested and broken person. In verses 16 and 17, we see that the Lord twice more asked Peter, “Simon, son of John, do you love Me?” When the Lord asked him this the third time, Peter was deeply grieved. He was grieved for two reasons. The first was that the Lord asked him this question three times. If I asked you the same question three times, you also would feel quite troubled. The second reason Peter was grieved was that by asking him this question three times, the Lord was reminding Peter that he had denied Him three times. When Peter denied the Lord, he was warming himself by a fire (18:25). There was also a fire in John 21. The Lord’s action was very meaningful, for now, having a fire to remind Peter, He seemed to be saying, “Peter, do you remember that fire? Do you remember that it was by a fire that you denied Me? By that fire you denied Me, but by this fire I supply you.” Thus, the Lord caused Peter to remember what he did by that fire and to realize what he was and where he was. Peter fully learned that lesson. In the whole New Testament, the best picture of Peter is the one in John 21. I do like Brother Peter in this chapter. Here he is a soft, meek, and broken person, a man who has truly learned the lesson of being tested and broken by the Lord.