12这目的是甚么?圣灵在你的叹息中叹息,为要使你完全被塑造成并模成神长子的形像。这是目的。许多圣徒遭遇艰难就说,『我不知道为甚么这事临到我。为甚么这事临到我?』我信我们都这样说过或问过许多次。甚至你们中间新近得救的,也可能已经这样说过了。为甚么某些事临到你?因为叹息的灵为这些事祷告。虽然你不知道目的,但祂知道,祂照著神祷告。基督乃是模型,那灵祷告,使临到你的每件事都将你模进这模型里,模进长子的形像里。不但圣灵这样在我们里面叹息;我们也可能这样为别人祷告。在我的职事里,我曾多次经历这事。我记得一位亲爱弟兄的事例;他非常爱主,然而,他的个性非常乖僻,没有人受得了。所以,我们为他祷告说,『主,这里有这样一位很可成全的亲爱弟兄,他是这样好的材料。主,他爱你。但没有人受得了他乖僻的个性。主,你对付这点。你知道我们弟兄的景况。』因为我们领悟这样祷告相当严肃,我们只说,『主,你对付这点。主,你知道我们弟兄的景况。』一段时间以后,这位弟兄病了,并且开始哀叹:『我不知道为甚么这事临到了我。』他立刻叫他的妻子来见长老,请他们去和他交通。我们就去了。从他口里出来的第一句话是:『弟兄们,你们知道我的景况。我不知道为甚么这事临到了我。』我们里面深处和圣灵一样,知道他为甚么受苦;然而,我们不敢说甚么。我们只照我们弟兄的样子说,『弟兄阿,为甚么这事临到了你?』那是我们所能说的。当弟兄请我们与他一同祷告时,我们不知道怎样祷告。我们只说,『主耶稣阿,为甚么这事临到了我们的弟兄?』虽然我们里面深处的确知道原因,但我们只能说,『主,尽你所能的作。』这没有得罪他,因为他也期望主尽所能的作,他说,『阿们。』他以一种方式领会我们的祷告,而我们以另一种方式领会。我们在想:『主,尽你所能的对付他,征服他,焚烧他。』虽然我们不敢这样说,但我们里面有这样的意愿,是我们那时无法表达的。然而,鉴察人心的神答应那个祷告,那是照著祂自己的祷告。弟兄的难处照旧,病又拖了一段时间。他很受困扰,并叫他的妻子再来请我们。我们去了,并随著他问:『弟兄阿,为甚么这病持续了这样一段时间?』我们里面也清楚,但没有说甚么。他请我们祷告,我们只祷告:『主阿,我们仍求你尽所能的作。』赞美主,再过一段时间以后,这位弟兄的情形改变了。首先他相当从他的个性得救;然后他的病得医治。最终他能呼喊:『阿利路亚!现在我知道了。现在我知道了。』
12What is the purpose? The Holy Spirit groans in your groaning in order that you may be fully molded and conformed to the image of God’s firstborn Son. This is the purpose. When many saints encounter hardship they say, “I just don’t know why this happens to me. Why does this happen to me?” I believe that we have all said this or asked this many times. Even you who have recently been saved perhaps have already spoken in this way. Why do certain things happen to you? Because the groaning Spirit prayed for them. Although you do not know the purpose, He knows, and He prays according to God. Christ is the pattern, and the Spirit prays that everything which happens to you will mold you into this pattern, into the image of the firstborn Son. Not only does the Holy Spirit groan within us in this way; we also may pray for others in this manner. I have experienced this a number of times in my ministry. I recall the case of a dear brother who loved the Lord greatly. However, he had a very peculiar disposition, and no one could tolerate it. Therefore, we prayed for him saying, “Lord, here is such a dear brother with fine potential. He is such good material. Lord, he loves You. But no one can bear his peculiar disposition. Lord, You take care of this. You know our brother’s situation.” Because we realized that praying in this way is quite serious we simply said, “Lord, You take care of this. Lord, You know our brother’s situation.” After a period of time the brother became ill and began to lament, “I don’t know why this has happened to me.” Immediately he asked his wife to contact the elders and to request that they visit him for fellowship. We went. The first sentence out of his mouth was, “Brothers, you know my situation. I don’t know why this has happened to me.” Deep within we, like the Holy Spirit, knew why he was suffering; however, we did not dare to say anything. We simply spoke in our brother’s manner, “O brother, why has this happened to you?” That was all we could say. When the brother asked us to pray with him, we did not know how to pray. We simply said, “O Lord Jesus, why has this happened to our brother?” Although deep within we did know the reason, all we could say was, “Lord, do Your best.” This did not offend him because he also expected the best, and he said, “Amen.” He understood our prayer in one way, and we understood it in another. We were thinking, “Lord, do Your best to deal with him, to subdue him, to burn him.” Although we did not dare say this, we had such a purpose within us, a purpose which we could not express at that time. Nevertheless, God who searches the hearts answered that prayer, a prayer that was according to Himself. The brother’s difficulty continued and the illness lingered for another period of time. He was very troubled and asked his wife to send for us again. We went and asked along with him, “O brother, why has this illness lasted for such a time?” Once again we were inwardly clear, but did not say anything. When he asked us to pray, we simply prayed, “O Lord, we still ask You to do the best.” Praise the Lord that after another period of time this brother’s situation changed. Firstly he had some amount of deliverance from his disposition; then he was healed of his illness. Finally he could shout, “Hallelujah! Now I know. Now I know.”