5我们读哥林多前书的时候,需要进入保罗的灵,摸著他灵里的负担;这样摸著保罗的灵,就是摸著他这个人的实际。人的灵是他这个人的实际。这就是说,你的灵是真正的你,是真实的人位。我们这个人的实际不是我们的心思或情感,更不是我们肉身上的那一部分。我们这个人的实际乃是我们的灵。所以,通常一个人发脾气的时候最真,因为这时候他的灵出来了。但我们小心翼翼留意举止时,就会掩饰我们真实的所是,不彰显我们真实的人位。惟有我们的灵出来,才显明我们这个人的实际;这常常发生在我们生气发脾气时。这里的点乃是:惟独摸著人的灵,我们才接触到这个人的实际。我们读圣经的时候有一件事非常重要,就是要摸著作者的灵。否则,我们不会明白他所说的话是甚么意思,只能照著白纸黑字知道他著作的表面。但是我们进入作者的灵时,就摸著他著作的深处。保罗写哥林多前书的时候,他是一个被三一神所注入的人。他已经被父、子、灵所充满、浸透并饱和了。不仅如此,保罗完全看见了关于神经纶的异象。他晓得三一神的心意乃是要把祂自己分赐到祂所拣选并救赎的子民里。保罗是一个蒙神救赎的人,他经历过这分赐。他当然知道父神是源头,子神是流道,灵神是水流。他也清楚的领悟,三一神分赐到他里面有一个目标,这目标就是神团体的彰显。保罗不仅清楚这些事,这些事也在他里面,成为他这个人的一部分。因此,保罗是由三一神以及祂的经纶所注入的人。这应该帮助我们看见保罗是那一种人,以及他里面的基本成分是甚么。保罗既然是由三一神和祂经纶所浸透的人,他就照著他的所是,对付哥林多信徒中间的难处。我们若了解这一点,就能明白为何保罗那样对付在哥林多的召会。
5In reading 1 Corinthians we need to get into Paul’s spirit and touch the burden in his spirit. To touch Paul’s spirit in this way is to touch the reality of his being. A person’s spirit is the reality of his being. This means that your spirit is the real you, the true person. The reality of our being is not our mind or emotion, much less any aspect of our physical body. The reality of our being as persons is our spirit. For this reason, a person is often the most genuine when he loses his temper, because at such a time his spirit comes forth. However, when we behave ourselves carefully and act in a certain way, we may cover up our real being and not express our real person. Only when our spirit comes forth do we manifest the reality of our being. Many times this occurs when we are angry and lose our temper. The point here is that only when we touch a person’s spirit do we contact the reality of his being. In reading the Bible it is very important that we touch the spirit of the writer. Otherwise, we shall not understand the meaning of what he says. We shall know his writings only on the surface and according to letters in black and white. But when we get into a writer’s spirit, we touch the depth of his writings. When Paul wrote 1 Corinthians, he was a person infused with the Triune God. He had been filled, permeated, and saturated with the Father, Son, and Spirit. Moreover, in a full way Paul had seen the vision concerning God’s economy. He realized that the intention of the Triune God is to dispense Himself into His chosen and redeemed people. As one of God’s redeemed people, Paul had experienced this dispensation. Paul certainly knew that God the Father is the source, that God the Son is the course, and that God the Spirit is the flow. He also had a clear realization that the Triune God had been dispensed into him for a goal and that this goal is the corporate expression of God. All these things were not only clear to Paul, but they were also in him and part of his very being. Thus, Paul was a person infused with the Triune God and His economy. This should help us see what kind of person Paul was, what were the basic elements in his being. Since Paul was a person saturated with the Triune God and His economy, he dealt with the problems among the believers at Corinth according to the kind of person he was. If we understand this, we shall be able to understand why Paul dealt with the church in Corinth the way he did.