11许多年前,我应邀访问英国一个在当地人中间以属灵闻名的地方。我停留一个月,的确发觉有些真实的属灵。然而,我看见更多的是他们强调英国人作事的方法。他们不知不觉就想要使别人英国化,甚至还想控制遥远的地方。这团体的领头人两次应我们的邀请来台湾供应我们。他第一次的访问很好,也非常有益处。然而,他第二次的访问相当破坏人,因他想要把一些英国的习惯和风俗加在圣徒身上。例如,他在一次交通中评论:『为甚么你们的军人弟兄还在会所里就戴上帽子?聚会一散,还没有出到会所外面,你们就戴上帽子了。』照著他的意见,弟兄在室内戴帽子是错误的。一位弟兄试著解释在远东军人中间的习惯,军人无论在室内或室外都不脱帽;然而,军人弟兄在聚会中总是脱帽。但聚会一散,不管在会所里外,他们就戴上帽子。然而,这位弟兄非常强硬,并且问:『你们是跟从人的风俗,还是跟从圣经?』他这样回应以后,我对自己说,『弟兄,你不公平。我们确实跟从圣经。照著圣经,弟兄在召会聚会里祷告,不该蒙著头。但他还在会所里,把帽子戴在头上,的确没有错。主张军人必须等到在会所外面才戴上帽子,是照著你们西方的风俗。在英国这也许是你们的作法。因为我们在这事上不照著你们的风俗,你就指责我们不跟从圣经,这乃是不公平的。』我领悟用天然的事物建造召会的严肃,就凭著主的怜悯,尽心竭力不要把中国的事物带进主在美国的恢复。不仅如此,我的确不要我所是的任何事物,影响召会的建造。我们没有人该照著我们在天然人里的所是建造召会。我们不该允许天然人的任何事物被摆在召会里。关于这点,我们都需要仰望主的怜悯。愿主怜悯我们,使我们不用自己天然的所是建造召会。召会若彰显领头人天然的组成或天然的所是,这至少在某种程度上指明召会是用草建造的;有出于未被救赎、天然之人的东西被摆在召会里,这乃是没有被基督救赎、了结、并顶替的元素。虽然我生为中国人,但我能见证,我的愿望是被了结并顶替。我不要用草,用我天然人里的所是建造召会。我们没有人该用木或草建造,更不该用嫉妒、争竞、和批评等禾秸建造。
11Many years ago I was invited to visit a place in England which was famous for the spirituality among the people there. I stayed for a month, and I did find some genuine spirituality. However, what I saw more was their emphasis on the British way of doing things. They unconsciously intended to make others British and even exerted control over places far away. On two occasions the leader of this group came to Taiwan at our invitation to minister to us. His first visit was wonderful and very profitable. However, his second visit was quite damaging, for he sought to impose on the saints certain British habits and customs. For example, during a time of fellowship he remarked, “Why do you brothers who are servicemen put on your caps when you are still in the meeting hall? As soon as the meeting is dismissed, you put on your caps, even before you are outside the building.” According to his opinion, the brothers were wrong in wearing their caps indoors. A certain brother tried to explain the custom among military personnel in the Far East, that it is not the practice for a soldier to remove his cap whether inside or outside. Nevertheless, the military brothers always remove their caps during a meeting. But as soon as the meeting is over, they put on their caps, not caring whether they are inside or outside the meeting hall. Nevertheless, this brother was very strong and asked, “Do you follow human customs, or do you follow the Bible?” After he responded in this way, I said to myself, “Brother, you are not fair. We definitely follow the Bible. According to the Bible, when a brother prays in a church meeting, he should not have any covering on his head. But there certainly is nothing wrong with putting a cap on one’she ad when he is still in the meeting hall. To claim that a soldier must wait until he is outside the hall is to follow your Western custom. In Britain this may be your practice. But it is unfair to accuse us of not following the Bible because we do not keep your custom in this matter.” Realizing the seriousness of using natural things to build up the church, I have earnestly endeavored, by the Lord’s mercy, not to bring Chinese things into the Lord’s recovery in this country. Moreover, I certainly do not want anything of what I am to influence the building of the church. None of us should build the church according to what we are in our natural being. We should not allow anything of our natural being to be put into the church. Concerning this we all need to look to the Lord for His mercy. May the Lord have mercy on us that we will not build the church with what we are by nature. If the church expresses the natural makeup or natural being of the leading ones, this indicates that, at least to some extent, the church has been built with grass. Something of the unredeemed natural man has been put into the church. This is an element which has not been redeemed, terminated, and replaced by Christ. Although I was born a Chinese, I can testify that my desire is to be terminated and replaced. I do not want to build the church with grass, with what I am in my natural being. None of us should build with wood or grass, much less with the stubble of jealousy, strife, and criticism.