4我们已经看见,用天然的东西,用木、草、禾秸建造召会,就是用我们天然的组成、我们的所是以及邪恶的行为,如嫉妒、分争、猜忌与怨恨来建造。木、草、禾秸是毫无价值的。在这里,这些表号的解释并不重要;要紧的是我们要认识,我们的天然、我们的所是、以及消极的行为与建造召会无分无关。我们既是召会的一员,就当有分于召会的建造。但是我们必须谨慎,不让木、草、禾秸,就是我们的天然、我们的所是、以及邪恶的行为进到召会里。把这些东西注射到召会生活里,乃是很可怕的。我们需要对这一点有深入的体会,我们需要看见这是何等可憎,并且要定罪这事。已过一千九百多年来,召会几乎没有一点真正的建造。今天圣经到处都有,福音也传遍每个国家。但召会真正的建造在那里?我们必须承认,甚至在我们中间、在主的恢复里,也没有多少建造。这种缺欠是因为我们有太多的天然、所是、以及行为被带进召会生活。这些成分是破坏召会生活的细菌。然而,我们可能还没有蒙光照,看见这件事的严重。有些圣徒个性很强,或者思想古怪。然而,也有些人以为自己平凡、普通,没有甚么特别。但按我的经历与观察,这种人是最天然的。他们可能不批评别人,也能适应每一种情况,然而这样的人却很难对付。有些圣徒特别温和,但却像橡皮一样,怎么也打不破,好像没有甚么会摸著他们。无论别人怎样对待他们,他们从不发脾气。但这种人自然而然就把他们的天然与所是带进召会生活里;他们认为自己的天然是好的,别人可能也很欣赏,因此就不自觉的把天然注入召会生活中。但这都是天然的,所以无法成为建造召会的合式材料。当然那些天性粗野、刚硬的人,也不是神建造的正确材料。
4We have seen that to build the church with natural things, with wood, grass, and stubble, is to build with our natural makeup, our being, and such evil doings as jealousy, strife, envy, and hatred. With wood, grass, and stubble, there is nothing precious. The interpretation of these figures is not the important matter here; the crucial matter is that we realize that our nature, our being, and our negative doings have no part in the building up of the church. As members of the church, we must participate in the building up of the church. However, we must take heed not to allow the wood, the grass, and stubble—our nature, our being, and our evil doings—to be brought into the church. It is dreadful to inject these things into the church life. We need to have a deep realization of this. We need to see how abominable it is and condemn it. During the last nineteen hundred years, there has been hardly any real building up of the church. Today the Bible is freely available, and the gospel has been preached in every country. But where is the genuine building up of the church? We must admit that even among us in the Lord’s recovery there is not much building. The reason for this lack is that too much of our nature, being, and doings have been brought into the church life. These elements are germs which damage the church life. However, we may not be enlightened regarding the seriousness of this matter. Certain saints are strong in their character or peculiar in their way of thinking. Others, however, may regard themselves as common, general, and not strong in any particular way. But according to my experience and observation, such persons are the most natural ones. They may not criticize others and they may adapt to every situation. Nevertheless, they are extremely difficult to deal with. Some of the saints who are unusually nice are like rubber, which cannot be broken. Nothing seems to touch them. No matter how they are treated, they never lose their temper. But automatically these people bring their nature and being into the church life. They regard their nature as good, and others also may appreciate it. Thus, it is unconsciously injected into the church life. But because all this is natural, it cannot be the proper material for the building up of the church. Of course, those who are rough and tough by nature are also not the right material for God’s building