14倪弟兄曾说,作贼的人常忧虑别人会偷他们的东西。一个人若怀疑坐在旁边的人会偷他的东西,这也许指明他自己就是贼。他若没有偷别人的东西,就不会害怕别人可能偷他的东西。同样的原则,因为哥林多人不纯净,他们就怀疑保罗不纯净,并且在利用他们。他们对保罗有这样的思想,这事实证明他们不纯净。这种不纯净的邪恶隐藏在我们众人里面。因著我们堕落的性情,我们都是不纯净的。假定一位弟兄带著礼物到我这里来,我怀疑这位弟兄送礼物的用意是要我为他作些甚么。这种思想不是罪恶的,却是不纯净的。关于接受餽送,我从主学了重要的原则。这原则就是把每次的餽送当作真实的来接受,不以为这餽送是有动机的,然后也不为餽送的人作任何事情。为餽送的人作事,指明我们受了贿赂。有几次人出于不纯净的动机送我东西。当时我没有想到那些人不纯净,后来我才知道他们动机不纯净。我再说,以为餽送的人是出于不纯净的动机,就指明我们自己不纯净。我们若是纯净的,就不会这样想。我宝贵保罗在十五节的话:『但这些权利我全没有用过;我写这些话,并非要你们这样待我。』这样的话暴露那些哥林多人,他们以为保罗这样写,是要得著一些供给或供应。保罗把这样不纯净的思想关在门外,他明说他写信的用意,不是要从哥林多人接受任何东西。我们再一次看见,保罗与主是一灵,并且他是绝对纯净的。因著他的纯净,他就能坦率、直接并正直。保罗写九章的目的若是要得著哥林多人的供应,保罗就不纯净。然而,保罗写这封书信时是纯净的。
14Brother Nee once said that those who are thieves are often worried that others will steal from them. If someone suspects that a person sitting nearby will steal from him, this may indicate that he himself is a thief. If he had not stolen from others, he would not have the fear that others might steal something from him. In the same principle, because the Corinthians were not pure, they suspected that Paul was not pure and that he was taking advantage of them. The fact that they had such thoughts about Paul proves that they were impure. This evil of impureness is hidden in us all. Because of our fallen nature, we are all impure. Suppose a brother comes to me with a gift, and I suspect that this gift is presented with the intention that I do something for the brother. This thought is not sinful, but it is impure. Concerning the receiving of gifts, I have learned an important principle from the Lord. This principle is to accept every gift as genuine, having no thought that it may be given with a motive, and then not do anything for the one who gives the gift. To do something for a person who gives us a gift indicates that we have been bribed. A few times people have given me things out of an impure motive. At the time I had no thought that those persons were impure; only later did I learn that the motive was not pure. To repeat, thinking that a gift is given out of an impure motive indicates that we ourselves are impure. If we are pure, we shall not think like this. I appreciate Paul’sword in verse 15: “But I have used none of these things. And I did not write these things that it might be so with me.” Such a word exposed those Corinthians who thought that Paul wrote in this way so that he would be given some support or supply. Paul closed the door on such impure thoughts by saying plainly that he did not write with the intention of receiving anything from the Corinthians. Once again we see that Paul was one spirit with the Lord and that he was absolutely pure. Because of his purity, he could be frank, direct, and straightforward. If Paul’s purpose in writing chapter nine had been to be supplied by the Corinthians, Paul would have been impure. However, in writing this Epistle Paul was pure