19当我们知道自己的行为是铜而不是金的时候,我们该怎么办?我们应当迫切的到主面前,对祂说,『主阿,现在我得了启示。我看见了你的所是和我的所是。我顶多不过是光明、照耀的铜。但是主阿,你乃是金。当我自己与你这金一相比,我就厌恶我属铜的行为。我恨恶我自己的服从、顺服和天然的爱。主阿,我需要你作我的服从。主,我要经历你作我的顺服,作我的爱。主,如果你在我里面不爱,我也不爱。主,没有你,我甚么也不要作。主,你活在我里面。求你进来以你的金顶替我的铜。哦,主耶稣,顶替我!』然后我们整天都该不断的呼求主、接触主,并且让祂以祂自己顶替我们。这样,我们就会渐渐经历主活在我们里面。我们会晓得,我们的行为不是由我们自己发起的,乃是复活的基督自己。这就是荣耀。我们若天天这样实行,我们就要变化,从荣耀到荣耀。不仅如此,别人会注意到我们的不同。他们会看见我们的服从、顺服和爱是不一样的。不错,我们仍是服从的,但这种服从的性质不同了。从前我们的行为是铜,现在却是金。因为是金,所以比从前明亮多了。这样的行为甚至是荣耀的。
19What should we do when we realize that our behavior is copper and not gold? We should go to the Lord desperately and say to Him, “Lord, now I have the revelation. I see what is You and what is me. The best I can be is bright, shining copper. But, Lord, You are gold. When I compare myself to You as the gold, I begin to loathe my copper behavior. I hate my own submission, obedience, and love. Lord, I need You to be my submission. Lord, I want to experience You as my obedience and love. Lord, if You don’t love in me, I won’t love either. Lord, I don’t want to do anything without You. Lord, You live in me. Come in to replace my copper with Your gold. O Lord Jesus, replace me!” Then, throughout the day we should contact the Lord by calling on Him and allow Him to replace us with Himself. Gradually, we shall experience the Lord’s living in us. We shall realize that our behavior does not originate with ourselves. Rather, it is the resurrected Christ Himself. This is glory. If we practice this day by day, we shall be transformed from glory to glory. Furthermore, others will notice the difference in us. They will see a difference in our submission, obedience, and love. Yes, we are still submissive, but this submission is different in nature. Formerly, our behavior was copper; now it is gold. Because it is gold, it is much brighter than before. It is even glorious