22保罗可能这样祷告过:『主阿,求你挪开这根刺。赶走这个撒但的使者。我一直在受苦,我再也受不了这根刺。』主垂听保罗的祷告,但不是照著保罗的方式。照样,主也会垂听我们的祷告,但可能不是照著我们的方式。主似乎对保罗说,『不,我不叫这根刺离开你。我是用这根刺使你卑微。我知道你在受苦,但我会给你所需要的恩典。保罗,我的恩典彀你用的。不要求我拿开这根刺。如果我拿开了,我也必须把异象和启示拿开,而我没有办法这么作,除非我把你也拿走。保罗,你若没有这根刺,你可能会太骄傲,太被高举。我不能容让这事发生。使你卑微最好的方法就是把这根刺留在你身上。但我会给你恩典扶持你,使你能忍受这苦难。同时,在你的经历中,我的恩典会成为能力,在软弱上显得完全。这根刺暴露你的软弱;没有牠,你不会晓得自己是多么软弱。现在你需要我作你的恩典。在你的经历,在你的享受中,我的恩典会成为覆庇你的能力。』保罗所经历的恩典,事实上就是主耶稣基督自己。我信保罗从经历中领会,主的恩典成为能力覆庇他,好像帐棚覆罩他一样。因此,这恩典的能力成为保罗受苦之时的居所。当保罗受苦时,他能住在这覆罩他的帐幕中。这个帐幕,这个帐棚,支持他、扶持他、维系他、并保守他。要显大主恩典的充足,我们的苦难是不能免的;要显明主能力的完全,我们的软弱是需要的。因此,使徒极其喜欢夸自己的软弱,好叫基督的能力覆庇他。恩典是供应,能力是恩典的力量、才能。这二者都是复活的基督,祂现今是赐生命的灵,住在我们里面,(林前十五45,加二20,)给我们享受。
22Paul might have prayed like this: “O Lord, take away the thorn. Get rid of this messenger of Satan. I am suffering, and I cannot bear this thorn any longer.” The Lord answered Paul’spray er, but not according to Paul’sway. Likewise, the Lord will answer our prayer, but He may not answer it according to our way. The Lord seemed to say to Paul, “No, I shall not remove the thorn. This thorn is being used by Me to keep you down. I realize that you are suffering, and I shall give you the grace you need. Paul, My grace is sufficient for you. Don’task Me to take away the thorn. If I were to take it away, I would have to take away the visions and the revelations, and I would have no way to do that except by taking you away. Paul, if you do not have this thorn, you may be too proud and lifted up too high. I cannot allow that to happen. The best way to keep you down is to leave this thorn with you. But I shall grace you and support you so that you may be able to bear this suffering. Also, in your experience, My grace will become power made perfect in weakness. The thorn exposes your weakness. Without it, you would not realize how weak you are. Now you need Me to be your grace. In your experience, your enjoyment, My grace will become power tabernacling over you.” The grace experienced by Paul was actually the Lord Jesus Christ Himself. I believe that in his experience Paul realized that the Lord’s grace became power spread over him like a tent. Hence, this grace-power became a dwelling place for Paul in his sufferings. As he was suffering, Paul could dwell in the tabernacle spread over him. This tabernacle, this tent, sustained him, supported him, maintained him, and kept him. To magnify the sufficiency of the Lord’s grace, our sufferings are required. To show forth the perfectness of the Lord’s power, our weakness is needed. Hence, the apostle would most gladly boast in his weaknesses, that the power of Christ might tabernacle over him. Grace is the supply, and the power is the strength, the ability, of grace. Both are the resurrected Christ, who is now the life-giving Spirit dwelling in us (1 Cor. 15:45; Gal. 2:20) for our enjoyment.