7这三十八年的飘流,目的乃是除灭人的肉体和不信,并显明神的怜悯和祝福。(申二7。)我们在自己里面一无所是,只是肉体和不信,这使我们离开神。我们的肉体和不信需要除灭。说这事很容易,但经历这事却要花许多年日。就以色列人来说,他们花了三十八年。一面,这些年是浪费了;但另一面,这些年在除灭他们的肉体和不信上很有用。这些年显明了神的怜悯和祝福。在旷野飘流的三十八年中,神对祂的百姓多方运用祂的怜悯。虽然他们不信,但神将祂的爱延伸到他们身上。神如何作这事?祂作这事,乃是藉著向他们显示怜悯,并藉著赐给他们祝福。在飘流的年日中,虽然祂的百姓属肉体并满了不信,但神在他们身上有怜悯,也赐给他们祝福。因为我们离神太远了,因为我们的光景太可怜了,所以神的恩典无法达至我们,除非祂先向我们施怜悯。神的怜悯比祂的恩典延伸得更远。我们可以说,怜悯是搆得更远之神的恩典。换句话说,当神的恩典延伸远至我们所在之处,恩典就成了怜悯。祂的怜悯既已临到我们,我们现在既在祂的怜悯之下,神就能赐给我们祝福。我们若看见自己的光景是何等可怜,我们离神何等远,我们就会有这样的祷告:『主阿,我们需要你的怜悯,因为我们的光景离你的恩典太远。主,谢谢你,你的怜悯能临至我们所在之处。』我们现今既在神的怜悯之下,我们也该为著神的祝福祷告说,『主阿,我们不信靠我们所能作的。我们也不信靠自己的劳苦。主,我们所信靠的,是你的祝福。』
7The purpose of these years of wandering was to consume man's flesh and unbelief and to manifest God's mercy and blessing (v. 7). In ourselves we are nothing but flesh and unbelief, which causes us to depart from God. Our flesh and unbelief need to be consumed. It is easy to speak about this, but it takes many years to experience it. For the children of Israel, this took thirty-eight years. On the one hand, these were wasted years; on the other hand, these years were useful in consuming their flesh and unbelief. In these years God's mercy and blessing were manifested. During the thirty-eight years of wandering in the wilderness, God was very exercised concerning His people. Even though they were unbelieving, He extended His love to them. How did God do this? He did it by showing mercy to them and by blessing them. In the years of wandering, God had mercy on His people and blessed them, even though they were fleshly and full of unbelief. Because we are so far away from God and because our situation is so poor, God's grace cannot reach us unless He first has mercy upon us. God's mercy extends farther than His grace. We may say that mercy is God's grace reaching farther than grace itself can reach. In other words, when God's grace extends so far that it reaches us where we are, it becomes mercy. Since His mercy has reached us and since we are now under His mercy, God can bless us. If we realize how pitiful our situation is and how great is the distance between us and God, we will pray like this: "Lord, we need Your mercy because our situation is far away from Your grace. Thank You, Lord, that Your mercy can reach us where we are." As those who are now under God's mercy, we should also pray for God's blessing, saying, "Lord, we do not trust in what we can do. Neither do we trust in our labor. Our trust, Lord, is in Your blessing