4我们遭受逼迫时,若胆怯、畏惧,主就不会在我们里面被尊为圣。那对祂会是何等的羞耻!这会显得我们心里好像没有主一样。每当我们遭受逼迫时,别人必须领悟,我们里面有基督作主。但我们若胆怯、畏惧,别人就会以为我们里面没有甚么。他们会有一个印象,我们里面没有活的主。但我们若放胆,心里尊主为圣,并在我们脸上彰显主,别人就会领悟,我们里面的确有些东西。这就是心里尊基督为圣,以祂为主。我以前曾告诉你们一个我听见的故事,说到一个青年女子在中国拳匪之乱期间殉道。这事件发生在北京。因著拳匪运动,城里所有作生意的都关门。有一个年轻人,是个学徒,他不敢打开所在之建筑物的门。他从门缝偷看,看见拳匪在街上游行。他听见呼喊、叫嚣;又看见一些拳匪,手持刀剑,威吓一个青年女子。她是基督徒,坐在一辆车里,被载到将要殉道之地。虽然拳匪围绕她,叫嚣、呼喊、并威吓她,她却不畏惧。她的脸在发光,她在主里欢乐并赞美主。那年轻人因著所看见的,有深刻的印象。那时他这不信主的人,就定意要研究基督徒的信仰。他自己思想:『倘若这不过是洋教,为甚么这青年女子不因威吓、叫嚣而受惊?为甚么她不怕死?为甚么她的脸在发光?为甚么她在欢乐?』这年轻人不知道她在赞美主。后来他相信了主,并成了传道人。许久以后,他年老时,我在我的家乡遇见他,我们谈得很愉快。他告诉我那天他在北京所经历的故事。那在拳匪之乱期间殉道的青年女子,真正心里尊基督为圣,以祂为主。她脸上的光辉、她的欢乐、她的赞美─这一切都是主在她心里的彰显。自然而然,她尊基督为圣,以祂为主。她这样尊基督为圣,影响了那位年轻人,使他相信主。
4If we are timid and fearful when suffering persecution, the Lord will not be sanctified in us. What a shame that would be to Him! It will appear as if we do not have the Lord in our hearts. Whenever we suffer persecution, others must realize that we have Christ within us as Lord. But if we are timid and fearful, others will think that we do not have anything within us. They will have the impression that we do not have the living Lord in us. But if we are bold, sanctifying the Lord in our hearts and expressing Him in our faces, others will realize that we do have something within us. This is to sanctify Christ as Lord in our hearts. I have told you before of a story I heard concerning a young woman who was martyred during the Boxer Rebellion in China. This particular incident took place in Peking. Because of the Boxer movement, all the businesses in the city were closed. A young man who was learning a certain business did not dare to open the door of the building where he was. Peeking through a crack in the door, he saw the Boxers parading down the street. He heard the crying and shouting. He saw some of the Boxers, with swords in their hands, threatening a young woman. She was a Christian. She was sitting in a wagon that was carrying her to the place where she would be martyred. Although the Boxers surrounded her, shouting, crying, and threatening, she was not afraid. Her face was glowing, and she was rejoicing in the Lord and praising Him. That young man was deeply impressed by what he saw. An unbeliever at the time, he decided then that he would learn about the Christian faith. He thought to himself, “If this is nothing more than a Western religion, why is this young woman not frightened by the threatening and the shouting? Why is she not afraid of death? Why is her face glowing, and why is she rejoicing?” This young man did not then realize that she was praising the Lord. Later he believed in the Lord and became a preacher. Long after that, when he became old, I met him in my home town, and we enjoyed a pleasant conversation. He told me the story of what he experienced that day in Peking. That young woman who was martyred during the Boxer Rebellion truly sanctified Christ as Lord in her heart. The glow on her face, the rejoicing, the praising—all this was an expression that the Lord was in her heart. Spontaneously, she sanctified Christ as Lord. Her sanctifying Christ in this way influenced that young man to believe in the Lord.