15当我们在日常生活里与主有交通,我们就要在光中。在光中我们看见自己有罪,并且晓得自己在许多事上都不对。我们也许看见,我们对待丈夫或妻子,或对待父母都不对。于是我们在光中向主承认我们的罪,我们就享受主宝血的洗净。这就是在我们日常生活中,实际的经历基督作我们的救赎主。我们在日常生活中这样经历主,然后我们就该在我们的灵里来参加召会的聚会,并且祷告,或见证我们的经历。我们也许见证说,『亲爱的圣徒,最近我在与神的交通中蒙光照,看见自己在许多事上不对,也跟一些人过不去。但我一件件的向主承认,祂洗净了我。现在我享受祂作我的救赎主,也享受祂作我的赎罪祭和赎愆祭。』这就是在聚会中献上基督作我们的赎罪祭和赎愆祭。这是在我们的灵里,以我们所经历的基督来敬拜神的路。当我们不断在光中与主交通时,我们会看见,我们该绝对为著神。但是我们并没有绝对为著神,而且我们凭自己无法绝对。在我们交通的过程中,我们也许进一步蒙那灵光照,看见我们无法绝对为著神,所以我们需要基督作生命。祂是绝对的一位,我们需要祂作我们的生命,使我们能过一种绝对为著神的生活。我们自然会祷告说,『主耶稣,我无法绝对为著神。但是主,我感谢你,你是我的生命。你是绝对为著神的,我信你能在我里面替我过这样一种绝对的生活。主,我接受你作我的燔祭,作我的绝对。』你这样经历主之后,就能带著你对基督的经历,来参加召会的聚会。你在聚会中,也许会献上一个祷告,在祷告中,你将基督献给神作你的燔祭。在这样的祷告中,你也许会说,『主耶稣,我该绝对为著神,但我凭著自己无法绝对。主,我感谢你,你是我的生命。当你在地上生活时,你绝对为著神。现今你在我里面是绝对为著神的那一位。主耶稣,你是我的燔祭。』这就是在灵里,以你所经历作燔祭的基督来敬拜神。
15As we have fellowship with the Lord in our daily life, we shall be in the light. In the light we see our sinfulness, and we realize that we are wrong in many matters. We may see that we are not right with our husband or wife or with our parents. Then in the light we confess our sins to the Lord, and we enjoy the cleansing of the Lord’s precious blood. This is to experience Christ in a practical way as our Redeemer in our daily life. Experiencing the Lord like this in our daily living, we should then come to the church meetings in our spirit and either offer a prayer or give a testimony of our experience. In our testimony we may say, “Dear saints, recently I was enlightened in my fellowship with God, and I saw that I was wrong in many matters and with certain persons. But I confessed everything to the Lord, and He cleansed me. Now I enjoy Him as my Redeemer and also as my sin offering and trespass offering.” This is to offer Christ in the meeting as our sin offering and trespass offering. This is the way to worship God in our spirit with the Christ whom we experience. As we continue to fellowship with the Lord in the light, we may realize that we should be absolute for God. However, we are not absolute for God, and of ourselves we cannot be absolute. In the course of our fellowship we may be further enlightened of the Spirit to realize that because we cannot be absolute for God, we need Christ as our life. He is the absolute One, and we need Him as our life so that we can live a life that is absolute for God. Spontaneously we may pray, “Lord Jesus, I cannot be absolute for God. But I thank You, Lord, that You are my life. You are absolute for God, and I believe that You can live such an absolute life for me and in me. Lord, I take You as my burnt offering to be my absoluteness.” After you experience the Lord in this way, you may come to the church meeting with your experience of Christ. In the meeting you may offer up a prayer in which you present Christ to God as your burnt offering. In such a prayer you may say, “Lord Jesus, I should be absolute for God, but in myself I cannot be absolute. Lord, I thank You that You are my life. When You lived on earth, You were absolute for God, and now You are the One in me who is absolute for God. Lord Jesus, You are my burnt offering.” This is to worship God in spirit with the Christ you experience as the burnt offering.