12藉著话而临到我们的神圣供应有一个特别的彰显,这彰显就是神圣的光。每当我们将主的话接受到里面,神圣供应的素质,带著光作其彰显,就进来了。当供应来时,光就随之而来。我们从经历知道,每当我们接受主的话,我们就有光。光是神彰显的素质。在光中,也就是在神彰显的素质里,我们有爱作神所是的素质。这是享受神的爱的路。我们接受话,光就来了。每当光来了,自然就有了爱。我们首先用我们在神圣的光中所享受的这爱来爱神。我们爱神不是凭自己的爱,天然的爱,乃是凭所经历并享受之神的爱。不仅如此,当我们爱神,我们也爱凡从神生的。这就是说,当我们爱父,我们也爱祂的儿女。因此,我们就这样来爱弟兄。因为我们爱弟兄,我们自然渴慕有分于召会生活。我们特别想参加召会的聚会。我们藉著祷读接受主的话,就接受了光。然后我们在光中,就有对神并对众圣徒的爱。但我们若不接受话,因而不在光中,也没有爱,我们对圣徒并对召会生活就可能漠不关心。即使我们遇到一位在主里的弟兄,甚至也不愿跟他热切的打招呼。但是当我们接受话并在光中,我们自然经历到神的爱。我们里面强烈的感觉到我们爱主。然后当我们遇到弟兄,就会感觉到他是可爱的,我们也爱他。我们对他的反应乃是爱的反应。我们对他不会冷淡或漠不关心,反而有真正的热情。
12The divine supply that comes to us through the Word has a particular expression, and this expression is the divine light. Whenever we receive the Lord’sword into us, the essence of the divine supply comes in with light as its expression. When the supply comes, light comes with it. From experience we know that whenever we receive the Lord’sword, we have light. Light is the essence of God’sex press i on. In the light, that is, in the essence of God’sex press i on, we have love as the essence of God’s being. This is the way to enjoy the love of God. We receive the Word, and light comes. Whenever light comes, love is spontaneously present. With this love which we enjoy in the divine light, we first love God. We love Him not by our own love, by our natural love, but by His own love which we experience and enjoy. Moreover, when we love God, we also love every one begotten of Him. This means that when we love the Father, we love His children. Therefore, in this way we love the brothers. Because we love the brothers, we spontaneously have the desire to participate in the church life. In particular, we want to be in the meetings of the church. When we receive the Lord’sword through pray- reading, we receive light. Then in the light we have love for God and for all the saints. However, if we do not receive the Word and thus are not in the light with the love, we may be rather indifferent toward the saints and toward the church life. Should we meet a brother in the Lord, we may not even have the desire to greet him warmly. But when we receive the Word and are in the light, spontaneously we experience God’s love. We have the strong sense within that we love the Lord. Then if we meet a brother, we shall have the feeling that he is lovable and that we love him. Our response to him will be a response of love. Instead of being cold or indifferent, we shall have a genuine feeling of warmth toward him