8有些圣徒对于自己和蔼的个性,或天然的美德,就如谦卑、忍耐、仁慈等,也许相当引以为荣。如果你有这样的个性和这样的美德,你不该恨恶,也不该珍赏。反之,你该让这位延展无限的基督顶替你良善的个性和美德。神不要我们活出天然的人,并天然人的美德。如果你照著你的个性和美德而活,你就不能和保罗一同说,『在我,活著就是基督。』(腓一21。)相反的,你必须承认,在你,活著就是你天然的人。在作为新人的召会里,任何一种天然的人都没有地位。在新人里,基督必须是一切,又在一切之内。(三11。)我们已经指出,我们不该恨恶我们天然的所是,也不该珍赏我们天然的所是。恨恶我们的所是乃是实行禁欲主义,就是一种自杀。我们不该想去恨恶天然的所是,反倒该照著主的话来否认己。否认己就是不顾己,忘掉己,不去注意己。假定你走在人行道上,有人拦住你,向你要钱,他一再的请求你给他钱。你不该恨恶这个人,也不该爱他。反之,你应当不去注意他的要求。最终,他晓得不能从你得著甚么,就会走开。这说明我们对己该有的态度。己是贪心的,总是有所求讨。我们不该恨恶己或爱惜己,只该不注意己。
8Some saints may be rather proud of their pleasant disposition or of their natural virtues, such as humility, patience, and kindness. If you have such a disposition and such virtues, you should neither hate them nor treasure them. Instead, you should allow the extensive Christ to replace even your good disposition and your virtues. God does not want us to live out our natural being with its virtues. If you live according to your disposition and your virtues, you will not be able to say with Paul, “To me to live is Christ” (Phil. 1:21). On the contrary, you will have to admit that to you to live is your natural being. In the church as the new man, there is no room for any kind of natural person. In the new man Christ must be all and in all (3:11). We have pointed out that we should neither hate our natural being nor treasure it. To hate our being is to practice asceticism, a form of suicide. Instead of trying to hate the natural being, we should follow the Lord’sword to deny ourselves. To deny the self is to ignore the self, to forget it, to pay no attention to it. Suppose as you are walking down the sidewalk, someone stops you and begs you for money. Again and again, he pleads with you to give him money. You should neither hate this person nor love him. Rather you should pay no attention to his request. Eventually, realizing that he can get nothing from you, he will go away. This illustrates the attitude we should have toward the self. The self is greedy, always begging for things. Instead of either hating the self or loving it, we should simply refuse to pay attention to it