4再看大数的扫罗,他是一个绝对为著犹太教的人。当他知道他同国的人,如彼得、约翰、司提反等,都不在犹太教里,就非常激愤,起来反对他们。那时道路已经成了赛程,彼得、约翰、司提反、和其他的信徒,都在这赛程上奔跑。大数的扫罗在这条路旁奔跑,想要拦阻那些在这条路上的人;主耶稣就向他显现,叫他仆倒,使他转回到这条路上。(徒九1~6。)我相信扫罗一旦归入基督里,并行走在这条路上,他必定想起自己的宗教背景,和一路上所有打岔的事。他想到自己生为希伯来人,笫八天受了割礼,究竟应不应当把那些都放弃。后来他明白,他必须忘掉自己是一个希伯来人,并且不单要在这道路上行走,更要奔跑他的赛程。你开快车时,一定不是在找出口;但你一慢下来,就表示你要找出口了。扫罗开始加快速度奔跑,并且改名为保罗。他一奔跑,道路就成了赛程。在主恢复里的圣徒们,你是在道路上行走,或是在奔跑赛程?我们若是在路上走,有一天我们会走出去。我们若是悠闲的慢步而行,就会被其他的路岔开。但我们若是奔跑赛程,不花时间东张西望,并且定睛于前面的目标,我们就不会受到打岔。保罗有极大的动力,推动他竭力奔跑赛程;他没有时间东张西望,或者考虑别的事情。虽然保罗可能从来没有摇摆不定过,但是像他这样典型的希伯来信徒,一定考虑过自己的背景。我相信他在往大马色的路上被主击倒后,必定回顾他的犹太教生活。也许他会说,『我有那么多的好东西,难道圣殿是假的么?祭司体系错了么?这一切不是神定规的么?』若是保罗没有考虑过他的宗教背景,就不可能把加拉太一章,腓立比三章,和整卷希伯来书,写得那么清楚。他若不是一个典型的希伯来信徒,熟悉那些事情,就不可能帮助那些摇摆不定的希伯来基督徒。但他经历过同样的处境,生过同样的病,所以他是一个有经验的病人。俗语说,久病成良医。以后我们会看到,保罗就是一位良医,能医治有瘸腿危机的人。他自己曾有过同样的危机,但他已经痊愈了。因此他知道怎样医治那些摇摆不定的希伯来基督徒,开给他们正确的处方。保罗在希伯来书里,给那些瘸腿的人一些最有效的药物,好把他们带回来奔跑赛程。
4Consider the example of Saul of Tarsus, who was absolutely for the Jewish religion. When he realized that some of his countrymen, such as Peter, John, and Stephen, were not in this religion, he was stirred up to oppose them. By that time, the way had become a race, and Peter, John, Stephen, and all the other believers were running in it. As Saul of Tarsus was running alongside of this way, attempting to hinder those on the way, the Lord Jesus appeared to him, striking him down and turning him to this way (Acts 9:1-6). I believe that once Saul was in Christ and was walking on this way, he considered his religious background and all the distractions along the way, thinking that he had been born a Hebrew and circumcised on the eighth day and wondering whether he should give it all up. Eventually he realized that he had to forget about being a Hebrew and not only walk on the way but run the race. Whenever you drive a car fast, you are not looking for an exit. But once you slow down, it means that you are seeking an exit. Saul began to speed up, and his name was changed to Paul. By running, the way was changed into a race. As a saint in the Lord’s recovery, are you walking the way or running the race? If we are walking the way, one day we shall walk out. If we are walking gently and slowly, we shall be distracted by some other way. But if we run the race, taking no time to look around and keeping our eyes fixed on the goal, we shall not be distracted. Paul had the greatest incentive for pressing on and for running the race; he no longer had the time to look around or to consider anything else. Although Paul might never have staggered, as a typical Hebrew believer, he must have considered his background. I believe that after he was knocked down by the Lord on the road to Damascus, he recalled his life in the Jewish religion. Perhaps he said, “I had so many good things. Is the temple false and is the priesthood wrong? Were they not ordained by God?” If he had never considered his religious background, he could not have written Galatians 1, Philippians 3, and the whole book of Hebrews so clearly. If he had not been a typical Hebrew believer experiencing all these things, he could not have helped the staggering Hebrew Christians. But he had been in the same situation and had suffered from the same disease, being an experienced patient. There is a proverb which says that an experienced patient becomes a good doctor. As we shall see, Paul was a doctor and could heal those who were in danger of being crippled. He himself had once been in the same danger, but he had been healed. As a result, he knew the cure for the staggering Hebrew Christians and was able to give them the right medicine. In the book of Hebrews, Paul gave the best medication to the crippled ones that they might be brought back to running the race.