9今天我们所处的光景,与别迦摩召会的光景相同。基督教已经离开了神的面。不仅背道的基督教,甚至所谓基要派的基督教,也远离了神的面。基督教为神作许多事,但这些事却不是神自己。因此,在神面前保留了特别一分基督,是要赐给那些胜过别迦摩召会光景的亲爱圣徒。要胜过别迦摩召会的情形,就要把自己从今天基督教一般的实行中分别出来,只留在神面前,直接的事奉祂,而不是事奉任何别的东西。在这里我们享受隐藏的吗哪,就是基督特别的一分。在这里我们能享受到一些出于基督的东西,是所有远离神面的人无法尝到的。我们来看旧约帐幕里外的事奉。利未人在外院子事奉;祭司在外院子和圣所里事奉,在圣所里摆陈设饼、点灯、烧香。但大祭司进入至圣所时,几乎没有甚么事可作。大祭司在至圣所这里,是直接在神面前供职。在至圣所这里,事奉的人享受隐藏的吗哪。隐藏的吗哪是甚么?就是当我们与神之间,没有一点间隔时,我们在祂面前所享受的那分基督。我们都能见证,许多时候我们知道自己不是很接近主。但我们与主之间虽然有一段距离,仍能享受出于祂的一些东西。然而,我们也觉得这种享受,并不十分甜美。有的时候,我们与主比较亲近,就觉得对祂的享受比较甜美。有些青年人可能仍会受试诱去看电影。一位青年弟兄若去看电影,一方面说,他在那里可能仍然享受基督。他在看电影时,基督可能来打岔说,『你在这里干甚么?走罢,不要再来了!』这是怎样的经历?这就是经历基督作公开吗哪的最公开部分。有时候,作基督徒的丈夫与妻子彼此吵嘴;他们觉得,甚至在他们争执的时候,仍在享受基督。那位弟兄正与妻子争辩时,主可能说,『住口罢!你在这里作甚么?你不过是在破坏整个局面。停下来,回到你的卧房,跪下向我祷告。』这也是享受基督作公开的吗哪。但有时候,我们与主之间没有一点距离,我们就能最亲密、最隐藏的享受基督。这就是享受隐藏的吗哪,就是基督隐藏的那一分。
9Today we are in the same situation as that of the church at Pergamos. Christianity has gone out from the presence of God. Not only apostate Christianity but even the so-called fundamental Christianity is far off from God’s presence. Christianity does many things for God, but these things are not God Himself. Hence, there is a special portion of Christ kept in the presence of God for the dear ones who overcome the situation of the church in Pergamos. To overcome the condition of the church in Pergamos is to separate yourself from the general practice of today’s Christianity and to remain in the presence of God ministering directly to Him, not to any thing else. Here we have the enjoyment of the hidden manna, the special portion of Christ. Here we enjoy something of Christ which all those who are far off from His presence cannot taste. Consider the service around the tabernacle in the Old Testament. The Levites served in the outer court, and the priests served in the outer court and in the Holy Place where they arranged the showbread, trimmed the lamp, and burned the incense. But when the high priest entered into the Holy of Holies, there was hardly any work to do. Here, in the Holy of Holies, the high priest ministered directly in the presence of God. Here, in the Holy of Holies, the ministering one enjoys the hidden manna. What is the hidden manna? It is that portion of Christ which we enjoy in the presence of God when there is no distance between us and Him. As we all can testify, there have been many times when we realized that we were not very close to the Lord. Yet, although there was a distance between us and the Lord, we still enjoyed something of Him. Nevertheless, we had the sense that our enjoyment of the Lord was not that sweet. At other times we were somewhat closer to the Lord and sensed that our enjoyment of Him was sweeter. Some of the young people may still be tempted to go to the movies. If a young brother goes to a movie, he may, in a sense, still enjoy Christ while he is there. As he is watching the movie, Christ may disturb him, saying, “What are you doing here? Get out of here and don’t come back anymore.” What kind of experience is this? It is an experience of Christ as the most open portion of the open manna. Sometimes as Christian husbands and wives are exchanging words with one another, they have the sense, even as they are arguing, that they are enjoying Christ. When a brother is arguing with his wife, the Lord may say, “Stop! What are you doing here? You are just damaging the whole situation. Don’t do this anymore. Go to your bedroom, kneel down, and pray to Me.” This also is an enjoyment of Christ as the open manna. But at other times, when there is no distance between us and the Lord, we enjoy Christ in the most intimate and hidden way. This is the enjoyment of the hidden manna, the hidden portion of Christ.