12神并不在意我们作甚么,却在意我们是甚么。创世记里关于雅各的记载,可以说明这一点。雅各一生并没有作甚么。他虽然没有作过甚么杰出的工作,却一直是在神变化的过程中。甚至当他还在母腹中的时候,神就用以扫来对付他。我们曾在创世记生命读经的信息中指出,他的家人就是一队专门用来变化他的人。当雅各逃离他的家,到了他舅父拉班家里,拉班的手又加在他的身上。你以为雅各的一生是浪费了么?是否该有人到拉班家,对雅各说,『雅各,你为甚么在这里消耗你的生命?你为甚么不去国外布道,或者去建立召会?为甚么不在你家里开个查经班?你何必在拉班手下浪费时间?』但是那些年日并没有荒废。神不要你的工作。如果祂要作甚么,祂只要说一句话就彀了。祂能称无为有。(罗四17。)祂若要甚么,只需说一句话,事就成了,并不需要你帮忙;但是神却不能单说一句,『雅各,你要成为以色列』就行了。要使雅各变成以色列,需要一段很长的过程。这就是生命。我们都必须从工作蒙拯救到生命。事实上,你留在家里,或去整洁会所,并没有多大的关系。我不是说,会所不该整洁。我是说,无论你留在家里,或是来会所,甚至进到天上,都算不得甚么。最要紧的是我们这个人如何。你若是留在家里,这个留不仅是要照著膏油的涂抹,更是要照著生命之律。有些弟兄,可能凭著膏油的涂抹留在家里,但他们留在家里时,却与妻子吵架,因为他们不照著生命之律而活。他们在家时,他们的妻子可能祷告说,『主,怜悯我,拯救我,打发我的丈夫到会所去。我不愿意他留在家里,因他常找我的麻烦。』像这样的弟兄,在家里就给妻子许多麻烦;当他来整洁会所,就给弟兄们许多麻烦。他无论到那里都麻烦别人,因为他的生命没有改变。一只狗无论到那里,都会给人麻烦。不要以为狗在肮脏的地方才麻烦人,若在客厅里就不麻烦人。环境可以改换,狗还是狗。照样,不论我是留在家里,或是到会所去整洁,我还是我这个人。我的妻子可能怕我留在家里,而弟兄们也可能怕我来会所,他们会说,『要小心这个弟兄。不要碰他,他很脆弱,一碰就碎。』这位弟兄可能有膏油的涂抹,却没有照著生命之律而活。能改变我们的不是膏油的涂抹,乃是生命之律。
12God does not care for what we do; He cares for what we are. The record of Jacob in the book of Genesis illustrates this. Throughout his entire life, Jacob did nothing. Although he performed no outstanding work, he was constantly under the process of God’s transformation. Even when he was in his mother’s womb, God used Esau to deal with him. As we have pointed out in some of the life-study messages on Genesis, his family functioned as a team to transform him. After Jacob had fled his home and had come to the home of his Uncle Laban, Laban’s hand was upon him. Do you think that Jacob’s life was a waste? Should someone have gone to Laban’sho me and spoken to Jacob, saying, “Jacob, why are you here wasting your life? Why don’ty ou go to the mission field or establish a church? Why don’ty ou have a Bible study in your home? You are wasting your time living here under Laban’s hand.” But those years were not a waste. God does not want your work. He can do anything He wants simply by speaking. He calls things not being as being (Rom. 4:17). If He wants something, He simply needs to say the word and it will come into being. He does not need you to help Him. But God cannot just say, “Jacob, you must be Israel.” In order for Jacob to become Israel requires a long process. This is life. We all must be delivered from work to life. Actually, it matters little whether you stay home or go to clean the meeting hall. I am not saying that the hall should not be cleaned. I am saying that whether we stay home, come to the meeting hall, or even enter into heaven means nothing. What counts is what we are. If you stay home, you should stay there not only according to the anointing, but also according to the law of life. Some brothers may be guided by the anointing to stay home, but while at home they fight with their wives because they do not live according to the law of life. When they are home, their wives may pray, “Lord, have mercy on me and rescue me. Send my husband to the hall. I don’t want him to stay home because heb others me so much.” When such a brother is at home, heb others his wife; and when he comes to clean the meeting hall, he bothers the brothers. Wherever he goes, he troubles someone because he has no change in life. Consider a dog. A dog will bother people wherever it goes. Do not think that if a dog is in an unclean place, it will bother someone, but if it is in your living room, it will not bother anyone. The environment may change, but the dog remains the same. Like wise, whether I stay home or come to clean the meeting hall, I am still what I am. My wife may be afraid of my being home, and the brothers may be afraid of my coming to the hall, saying, “Be careful with this brother. Don’tt ouch him. He is very fragile. If you touch him, he will break.” This brother may have the anointing, but he does not live according to the law of life. The law of life, not the anointing, is what changes us.